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Thursday, 30 June 2011
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iimmmback :)
so, i havent been on this site in almost three years,
i never used it for anything except to cure my boredom while i was at work but i think that i will start using it to jot down some "writing material" that pops into this brain of mine.
i've always wanted to write, but never finish anything.. so i'm going to try a new approach and piece my stuff together.
as i feel comfortable with things i have written i will post them so that those [if anyone] who views my sight can see.
i'll also probably use it as a place to put some quotes that i find that i like, and some that i write :)
hope everyone's having a great day.
<3 me.
Thursday, 23 October 2008
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1. Are you an even or odd number person? Or does it not matter?
HUH?2. Do you make list for just about everything?
YES.3. Have you ever been clinically diagnosed with a mental disorder?
NO SIR.4. If so how are you managing it?
--5. Why do you like or not like holidays?
DUDE, HOLIDAYS ARE AMAZING.
ALL THE DECORATIONS =]
AND THE WEATHER,
AND IT GIVES PEOPLE A REASON TO ACT HAPPY.6. What is your biggest fear about having a child?
THE PAIN.7. If you don’t have a license yet, where is going to be the first big place you go when you get it? If you do have it where was the first big place you went?
EH, IVE DRIVIN FROM TEXAS TO OKLAHOMA.
OKAY, N/A.8. Do you change the type of shampoo/conditioner you use often?
NO.9. How about face wash?
NO.10. When did you start getting gift cards and/or money for your birthday and Christmas, and not just presents?
I DON’T KNOW.11. What to you makes a movie good?
GOOD ACTORS/ACTRESSES, STORYLINE,
DIRECTING, ALL THAT GOOD SHIT. MAKE IT GOOD =]12. What is your favorite sea animal?
DON’T HAVE ONE.13. What book have you always wanted to read, but can’t seem to bring yourself to do so?
NONE.14. How resistant to change are you?
NOT VERY.15. Is there a certain way you want to dress, but are afraid it just won’t suit you?
NO.16. Are you good at reading people?
MOSTLY..17. In your fantasy world how do you live (ex: dream house, car, and job)?
HAPPILY.18. What is your favorite thing to cook, and why?
I DON’T LIKE COOKING.19. When you fill out surveys do you get them done in one sitting or do you get side tracked and forget you’re filling them out?
EH, BOTH.20. Do you know someone who is fun to hang out with, but they bring so much drama into your life?
YESSIR.1. I would consider myself pansexual, though I've never had a crush on anyone besides a girl or boy.
2. ^I just think it's possible for me to love ANYONE.
3. I think Mitchel Musso is hot.
4. At school, I am enrolled in Photography class.
5. My ipod is black.
6. I've had Hansen's cane soda before.
7. I want to name my son Jesus, not HEY-ZUES but JEE-ZIST!
8. I like some of the new Hollywood Undead songs.
9. Boy problems have been bugging me lately.
10. My best friend's birthday was today.
11. I hope to be vegan one of these days.
12. Wannabe band-o? That's me!
13. Drugs are pretty lame.
14. I need to talk to someone about something serious soon.
15. Napkins aren't really a part of my habits to do while eating.
16. ^ I'm quite the messy eater too.
17. I've signed into espin.com for fun.
18. I mix letters up all the time when I spell things.
19. The guy I like isn't all that taller than me.
20. I'm average height for my age.
21. ^ but underweight for my height.
22. My room never seems to stay clean.
23. Boxers & pugs are so adorable!
24. I saw a dead animal on the side of the road today. :(
25. There is change on my floor.
26. I am not good with fractions at all.
27. Hugs aren't my thing, but I really want one right now.
28. Hopeless romantic? Yea right.
29. ^then again, I wish to find my soul mate in high school.
30. I cry over kid's movies.
31. A guy has made a joke about my vagina.
32. My stomach is very full at the moment.
33. I've had back problems since I was in third grade.
34. I feel like taking a shower.
35. I do not live with my dad.
36. Take me to the movies on the first date, & I won't like you.
37. Honestly, I look down on people who have slept with someone before the age of sixteen.
38. ^ it's not like every time they are a bad person, but it's just not a good move.
39. People always seem so against me!
40. My background on my cell phone is funny.
41. I want to travel around the world.
42. I need to clip my toenails.
43. Someone just texted me.
44. This is my favorite number.
45. I have a friend named Amber. -
1.Who were you with last night?
GOOBER.
2. What woke you up this morning?
MOTHER.
3. Where are you?
WORK..
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
TOMORROWS FRIDAY MY NIGGA,IT’LL BE A GREAT DAY =]
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
NOT TODAY.
6. When was the last time you cried?
A FEW HOURS AGO.
-The PAST
7. Ever thrown up in public?
NO.
8. Passed out because of alcohol?
YEAH.
9. Whose on your mind RIGHT NOW?
NO ONE.
10. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
A FEW PEOPLE.
11. Where would you like to live?
CALI.
12. What kind of home would you like?
IDC.
13. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
HAPPY HOPEFULLY.
- ON MYSPACE -
14. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends?
YES, BUT SHE’S MY COUSIN, AND A FEMALE.SO, NOT SEXUALLY. =]
15. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
CKAYE.
- IN GENERAL -
16. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
IDK WHEN I RAN INTO SOMETHINGBUT I HAVE A MASSIVE BRUISE ON MY LEG =\
17. Do you listen to music everyday?
MHM..
18. What was the last thing you ate?
EH, FOOD GRANDMA COOKED.
19. Are you a fast typist?
YEAH.
20. About how many people have you liked?
YOU ACTUALLY WANT ME TO COUNT THAT?NO THANKS.
21. What are you doing this weekend?
PARTY FOR THE BIRTHDAY =]
22. What’s your favorite type of SODA?
COKE. [VANILLA WITH EXTRA VANILLA]
23. What’s your LEAST favorite SODA?
MT. DEW.
24. Have you ever won an award?
NO.
25. What is your favorite sound?
LAUGHTER =]
26. Are you listening to music right now?
NO.
27. What’s a quote that you love?
IDK.
28. How long 'til your birthday?
TWO DAYS =]
29. When were you the saddest in your whole life?
WHEN GRANDPA PASSED AWAY.
30. What time is it?
245 PM..
31. What time do you want it to be?
5PM.
32. What makes you mad?
STUFF.
33. Have you ever had a song written about you?
NO.
34. What song(s) make(s) you happy?
TONS.
35. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
WHATEVER I FEEL.
36. Do you have a job?
I DO.
37. Do you shower before bed or the next morning (Or both)?
WHICHEVER I FEEL LIKE,USUALLY NIGHT, SOMETIMES BOTH.
38. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
GREEN BETCH.
39. What makes you happy?
A LOT.
40 What’s the next CD you're gonna get?
DUNNO. DON’T REALLY BUY CDS ANYMORE.
41 Name one of your favorite songs:
HEY JUDE.
42. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
NAH.
43. Are you taller than your sibling(s)?
MY BROTHERS TALLER THAN ME. -
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Have you seen a real bat up close before?
YESSIR.
ave you gone through more than five different favourite colours in your life?
MORE THAN LIKELY.
Would you rather have green or purple skin?
EH, NEITHER, BUT I GUESS PURPLE WOULD BE
BETTER THAN GREEN FOR SKIN.
Are your eyebrows the same colour as your hair?
YES.
Would you rather have eyebrows that are too thick or almost no eyebrows at all?
TOO THICK.
THAT CAN BE FIXED.
Do you have an overactive imagination?
QUITE OFTEN.
Are any of the members in your favourite band blood-related to each other in any way?
I DON’T HAVE A FAVORITE BAND.
Are you downloading anything at the moment?
NEGATIVE.
Have you ever asked your parents about their previous romantic relationships?
NERP.
Do you tend to take most things personally?
NOT AT ALL.
Are you going to/Did you watch High School Musical 3?
LAME.
I don't think Zac Efron is that hot. Do you?
NO, HE’S UGLY.
Have you ever been involved in a big argument in public?
GUILTY.
Do you keep in touch with your cousins?
SEE EM’ EVERYDAY.
What's the most random item around you right now?
IDK.
Are you allowed to wear flip-flops to school?
NO SCHOOL.
Does your cell phone have a camera?
SURE DOES SHORTY.
Does it have a music player as well?
SURE DOES SHORTY.
Do you still dress the same as you did 3 years ago?
NO WAY DUDE.
Is your signature easy to copy?
IDK, MAYBE.
Could you write a song?
SURE COULD.
What's on the cover of the nearest CD?
NO CD NEAR.
Do you think you could have designed a better cover?
-
Have you ever gone for any kind of audition?
NO.
Do you listen to music everyday?
YEP,
Do you happen to be related to any celebrities?
NO SIR.
Has a boy ever given you a teddy bear?
YEAH.
Have you ever posted a video of yourself singing on Youtube?
HELL NO. LMAO.
Do you even have a Youtube account?
---NO.
If so, do you know how many videos you have watched so far? (it's stated in your profile)
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Do you tend to feel stared at in public?
NO.
What do you think of attention whores?
I DON’T THINK OF THEM AT ALL.
What's the last thing you bought that was over $50?
HALF OF MY CAR =] LOL.
Do you even have that much money in your wallet right now?
NO SIR.
What's something about you that not many people know?
IF NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW IT, I PROBABLY HAVENTPUT IT OUT THERE YET, IF I HAVENT PUT IT OUT THERE,
I DON’T WANT THEM KNOWING.
SO IM CERTAINLY NOT STATING IT OVER XANGA.
Would they be surprised to hear that about you?
....
Are scarves your favourite accessory?
NO
Or are you more of a hat person?
NAH. :\
What is something new that you have discovered recently?
I DON’T WANNA SAY.
Where did you get your current Xanga layout from?
I DON’T KNOW.
'Xanga' is a weird name, isn't it?
SURE IS.What happened at 10AM this morning?
I WENT ON SMOKE BREAK.
Were you happy when you woke up today?
NOT AT ALL.
I MEAN, HAPPY YES, BUT THE TIREDNESS
OVERRULES.
Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
SURE DO.
Last thing received in the mail?
NOT SURE.
Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
YEAH =]
How did you get to sleep last night?
DIDN’T EVEN HAVE TO TRY,
AS SOON AS I HIT MY BED I WAS OUT.
Did you see the person you like today?
NOPE.
Have you kissed anyone whose name started with a M?
I HAVE.
Do you have any career ideas yet?
NOT REALLY.
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
NOPE.
At this time yesterday, what were you doing?
LUNCHBREAK.
Do you listen to Jesse McCartney?
NOSIR.
Which one of your friends is so cocky you almost can't stand it?
NONE.
Why, if at all, do you fear falling in love?
I DON’T KNOW ANYMORE.
How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
A FEW, =]
The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you do?
I DON’T HAVE FEELINGS RIGHT NOW.
Do your parents allow you to date?
PSH, YEH, IM 20 YEARS OLD. LOL.
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
…
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
JARRET.
Who was the last person that texted you?
CHELSEE BABY
How often do you get a new comment on Myspace?
I DON’T KNOW. EVERY SO OFTEN.
Is there anyone on your top friends list you would have sex with?
NO.
Are there any stressful situations in your life?
NOPE.WHOAH!! LIFE’S REALLY GOOD. =]
Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
I HAVE.Three things you feel right now?
1. TIRED.2. HUNGRY.
3. HAPPY.
Has someone ever gotten your name tattooed?
- NOPE.
How late did you stay up last night? Why?
- 230 AM.
What are you eating/drinking?
- EATING NOTHING.DRINKING WATER.
Have you done anything embarrassing today?
- NERP.
Do you like the color of macaroni?
- SURE.
Do you believe ex's can be friends?
- MAYBE.
When was the last time you were extremely dissappointed?
- THE OTHER NIGHT.
Are you a bad influence?
- NO.
Have you ever kissed someone that was high?
- YES.
Are your parents divorced?
- THEY NEVER GOT MARRIED.SO NO.
How did you get one of your scars?
- STICH SCARS ON MY EYEBROW FROM
WHEN I FELL AS A BABY AND HIT MY
EYE ON THE COFFEE TABLE.
Do you know how to keep a secret?
- SURE DO.
Do you sleep on your stomach?
- USUALLY.
What are you listening to?
- UM, FALL FOR YOU, SECONDHAND SERENADE.
Who was the last person that made you cry?
- MYSELF.
Are you ticklish?
- NOT AT ALL.DYSFUNCTIONAL.
Are you someone's best friend?
- I AM =]
What do you want most right now?
- BED.
What were you doing at 8:00 AM?
- WORK.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
NO SIR =]
How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
-SHE’S MY BEST FRIEND AND I MISS HER BAD. ]]SEE[[
Who was the last person you threw out of your life?
- I DON’T THROW PEOPLE OUT OF MY LIFE.MINE ARE KEEPERS =]
Do you regret something you did yesterday?
NO.
Do you like to cuddle?
I DO LIKE TO CUDDLE =]
What's the last thing you ate?
I DON’T REALLY REMEMBER. =\
Did anyone see you eat this?
- YEAH.
What kind of pants are you wearing?
- BLACK ONES.
Is something bothering you right now?
- KINDA.
Are you sarcastic?
- very.
Are you shy?
- NOT USUALLY.
In the past week, have you gotten sick?
- NO.
In the past week, have you felt stupid?
- YEAH.
In the past week, have you felt sad?
- YEAH.
Do you have plans for this weekend?
- I WILL BE PARTYING FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
- SURE DO.
Can you last in a relationship for longer than a year?
- YEAH.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
- NOT BROKEN.
VERY VERY DAMAGED.
Are you hungry?
- YEAH.
Is there someone you want to be with right now?
- YEAH.
Do you have unlimited texting?
- SURE DO.
What was the highlight of your day?
-THE ELECTRICITY WENT OUT FOR LIKE
EH FIVE SECONDS AT WORK TODAY =]
How long would it take you to walk home from work/school?
- I DON’T GO TO SCHOOL.
BUT, I LIVE ABOUT FIFTEEN MILES AWAY FROM
WHERE I WORK. SO, EH, A LONG TIME.NOT HAPPENIN.
Have you ever punched a tree?
- NO.
If someone gave you 100 dollars, would you spend or save it?
- SAVE IT.
Does someone like/love you right now?
- LIKE IM PRETTY SUER.LOVE, WELL HE SAYS HE STILL LOVES ME.
BUT IM DONE WITH IT.
Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
- A FEW.
Have you ever felt replaced?
- I HAVE.
What do you do when you have a bad day?
- SLEEP.
What's stressing you right now?
- NOT A DAMN THING =]
Do you collect anything?
- NOPE.
If you HAD to dye your hair right now, what color would you chooSe?
- JUST BROWN.
Do you remember what you were doing on New Years Eve 2006?
- 06?SHIT HOLD ON GOTTA THINK.
UM, I WAS WITH COURTLYN, AND
WE DID THE WHOLE FIREWORK BIT.
Did you have a role model growing up?
- MY MOM.
Do you remember who you liked in grade seven?
- SEVENTH GRADE? NOT REALLY.
What does your last text say?
- HA, THAT’S AWESOME =]
What's something that you want to buy, realistically?- I WANT TO PAY OFF MY CAR.
Do you have a favorite brand of juice?
- IDK.
Is there anything unusual in the room you're in?
- YEAH, THE PEOPLE LOL.
What cards do you have in your purse/wallet?
- IDK.
Who's birthday was last?
- LAST? EH, BRADENS.
Who's birthday is next?
- MINE =]2 DAYS =]
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1. I have a boyfriend
2. We've been together for more than 3 months
3. I love balloons
4. The TV in my room is silver
5. I actually don't have a TV in my room
6. I thought the movie Camp Rock was really good
7. I own a lot of jewelry
8. Chris Brown is my favorite singer
9. I've never been in a long term relationship before
10. I love ice skating
11. My favorite color is red
12. Watching the Olympics is fun
13. I have a cat and a dog
14. I never leave the house without putting lotion on
15. The last magazine I read was CosmoGirl!
16. I love going to the beach
17. Honestly, I don't really like the beach.. it's too sandy
18. The Red Sox will always beat the Yankees
19. Something really exciting is going on this month
20. I'm always on AIM
21. The background on my computer is a tropical picture
22. I can't wait to go back to school
23. Whoever bolded the one above is crazy
24. I've been on a website before to translate my dreams
25. I don't believe that your dreams can be translated, it's a bunch of crap
26. I think that I'm a pretty good kisser
27. I'm comfortable with my physical appearance
28. Fireworks are awesome
29. Today is going to be a really good day
30. I'm really optimistic
31. I would never want to see a live volcano
32. Aqua is a cool color
33. Palm trees are so pretty
34. I own more than 4 bathing suits
35. I have a bar in my house
36. I've been in a cave before
37. I have been told that I have a big imagination
38. I am an innovator
39. I'm very extroverted
40. I have been to New Jersey before
41. Actually, I live there!
42. I have two goldfish
43. I love the zoo
44. My birthday is coming up real soon
45. Mini golf is so much fun
46. Jackass 2 is one of my favorites
47. I watch HGTV a lot
48. I think Zac Efron is overrated
49. I am a really big procrastinator
50. I eat Special KWas the last person you kissed cute?
TOTALLY.
Do you have a song by Kelly Clarkson in your itunes library?
NO SIR.
Do you believe everyone has a soulmate?
SURE THING.
Have you ever kissed anyone who' s name started with a C?
YES.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring/s?
NO.
Do you get distracted easily?
SOMETIMES.
Who was the last baby you held?
IDK, MAYBE GRACIE.
Do you like your life?
LOVIN IT.
Think of the person you'd like to be with the most right now; When did you last talk to them?
YESTERDAY.
Is there a guy that knows everything about you?
NO, NOONE KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT ME.
Do you sometimes use your music player to help you fall asleep?
YEAH.
What were you doing at 8 this morning?
SITTING AT MY WORK DESK.
Do you like pancakes?
SOMETIMES.
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
NO, NOT TODAY.
Do u fall for people easily??
SORTA.
How often do you give high fives?
=] WHEN NECESSARY.
Do you like surprises?
NOT REALLY.
Do you prefer hot or cold weather?
COLD.
When' s the next time you'll see your closest friend?
IN November
What were you doing at 7am today ?
SLEEPING.
What radio station do you listen to the most?
93.3
Do you trust all of your friends?
MY CLOSEST FRIENDS, YES.
What is something you're currently frustrated about?
IM SOOOOOO SLEEPY.
Are people annoying?
SOME.
What' s the last thing you put in your mouth?
COFFEE.
When was the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
LAST WEEKEND.
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
YES.
Did you have a good day?
ITS ONLY 9 AM..
Are you mean?
I CAN BE,
BUT IM A NICE PERSON IN GENERAL.
When people say "I don't ever talk about anyone" do you believe it?
EVERYONE TALKS.
SO NAH.
Would you ever become a vegetarian?
NAH.
If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first ?
IDK, RUE 21 PROBABLY.
What did you do yesterday?
WORK, HUNG OUT WITH MACEH.
AND WENT TO GOOBERS HOUSE.
Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
MYSELF.
Do you do your own laundry?
USUALLY.
What was the worst mistake of your life?
DON’T HAVE ONE.
If it was free and it would work would you get plastic surgery?
NO.
Is the opposite sex really worth it to you?
YEAH.
What did your last myspace message say?
NOT SURE.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
NO, NOT EVERYONE.
WELL MAYBE EVERYONE,
JUST NOT EVERY SITUATION.
Someone you miss?
COURTLYN.
Be serious or funny?
BOTH.
Have money or love?
SHIT, BOTH =] LOL.
Do you like someone?
I DO.
Does someone like you?
YES.
Who was the last person you were under a blanket with?
GOOBER.
Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong?
USUALLY THAT’S HOW IT GOES,
CAUSE THAT’S HOW I ROLL. =]
Who was the last person you took a nap with?
BY MYSELF.
Do you like to cuddle?
SHOOT, LOVE IT.
Name something great that happened Friday.
FRIDAY?
EH, ILL JUST SAY COURTLYN =].
SHE WAS HERE, AND WE HAD SOME ADVENTURES =]
Who was the last person's voice you heard?
BC.
When was the last time you saw your father?
EH, LIKE 12 YEARS AGO.
When did you last cry?
I DON’T REMEMBER.
Have you ever been cheated on?
MAYBE.
Do you crack your knuckles?
YEH.
Does anyone call you babe?
YEAH =]
Where does most of your family live?
HERE.
Have you ever slapped someone?
DEFINITELY.
Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
IDK, I WANNA SAY NO.
BUT MAYBE I DO.
Who was the last person who called you?
IDK, HOLD ON. MI MADRE.
Are you good at giving directions?
MOSTLY. YEAH.
Do you have a foul mouth?
PRETTY MUCH.
Have you ever ran a mile in one day?
SURE HAVE.
Have you run into your ex lately?
YEAH.My name starts with a K.
I am over 18.
I do not have my license.
I've been married.
I have been pregnant.
I have a son.
I have a daughter.
I have a boyfriend.
I love brown eyes.
My favorite colors are pink and black.
My favorite seasons are Spring and Fall.
I dye my hair at least once every other month.
I use to cut.
I hate snow.
I'm very insecure.
I hate my teeth.
I love being outside.
I'm out of high school.
I never went to college...
..but I might one day.
I love doing surveys.
I only do bolding surveys when I'm lazy.
I can not stand my most recent ex.
I hate dead beat dads.
I drink.
I think smoking is disgusting.
I do not do drugs.
My middle name is Ann.
I love toe socks.
I vacuum at least twice a day.
I make my bed everyday.
I've seen someone die.
One of my friends have killed themselves.
I love to read.
I love the Twilight Series.
Vampires are sexy.
I finished Twilight in a day.
I love to take pictures.
I have monkey toes.
I bite my nails.
I hate Hannah Montana.
I still watch Degrassi.
One Tree Hill is my favorite show.
..but I also love Intervention and Ghost Hunters.
I listen to all types of music.
I've been called a bitch..
and a slut..
and a horrible mother.
I got over it.
I've loved and lost.
I am suppose to wear glasses.
I'm a romantic.
I love my boyfriend.
I love chicken.
I could never be a vegetation.
I respect all view points...
but I still believe in what I want to believe in.
I'm pro-choice.
I'm for gay rights.
Pro-Choice does not mean Pro-Abortion.
I'm voting for Obama. << FUCK THAT!!
I'm done.Who was your last call from and what was it about?
IT WAS FROM MOMMA, ABOUT GOING TO GRANDMAS.Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
SURE. =]What do you wish you were good at?
SINGING.What mood are you in?
TIRED AS FUCK.Do you miss anybody?
ALWAYS.Are you growing apart from someone close?
SORTA.Where was your default pic taken?
IDK.Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
NERP.Do you have a facebook?
YEAH, BUT I DON’T GET ON IT.Is there anybody you wish you could kill?
NO.What will you be doing at 9 tonight?
SLEEPING.When is the last time you cried?
I DON’T EVEN REMEMBER =]What is your favorite sport?
BASEBALL.Do you have a best friend?
TRUE.Are you dating the person you text the most?
NO SIR.Is there anyone you hate?
NO SIR.Do you like country music?
SURE.Do you like tattoos and piercings?
YOU KNOW IT =]Do you like someone?
SORTA.How much are you on the phone daily?
NOT MUCH AT ALL
UNLESS IM TEXTING.
IF THAT’S THE CASE- CONSTANTLY.Are you in a good mood?
SURE.Do you love your life?
ABSOLUTELY. =]Where did you get the shirt you're wearing from?
IDK.Who cleans your room?
WELL I DO, SILLY =]What kind of phone do you have?
SIDEKICK SLIDE.Do your parents like your number one?
YEAH, =] SHE IS MY MOMS NIECE.Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
COURTLYN.Are you living a lie?
EH, SOMETIMES =]Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
NOPE.Who was the last person that left you a comment?
I DON’T KNOW, COURTLYN I THINK.Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
NEITHER.Who made you laugh last?
JARRET.What will you be doing in 3 hours?
WORKING.What were you doing at 1 AM?
WATCHING AMERICAN GANGSTER =]What is your background on your phone?
IT SAYS PEACE, WITH PRETTY COLORS.What would you do if you won the lottery?
I DON’T EVEN KNOW DUDE,.Favorite Celebrity Crush?
NONE.Favorite thing to wear?
HOODIES.What's outside your window?
A TREEE.What are you doing this weekend?
PARTYIN FOR MY BIRTHDAY =]Have you been to the beach yet this month?
NO SIR.Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
YES SIR.Are you going anywhere on sunday?
SUPPOSED TO HANG OUT WITH GOOBERFACE.Have you ever showered with a member of the opposite sex?
I HAVE.Who was the last person you remember lying to?
HM, IDK.From inside of your house, how many doors lead outside?
TWO.Are you currently reading any books?
YES.Where was the last place you went out to eat?
WELL, I DON’T REMEMBER.Do you sometimes use your music player to help you fall asleep?
SOMETIMES.Are you good at giving advice?
I THINK SO.Do you believe you have common sense?
I DO.What do you have on your bed that you need to get off before you sleep?
USUALLY CLOTHES.Have you ever had a crush on someone that wasn't single?
YEP.Who was the last person you thought you might strangle?
JARRET =]What is the first thing you will do on your next birthday?
WERE PARTYING THIS WEEKEND.SO, WELL. I SUPPOSE ILL BE DRUNK =]
Where do you want someone to propose to you?
I DON’T CARE.
ITS NOT ABOUT THE PLACE.Who was the last friend you hung out with?
JARRET.How's your weekend going?
ITS ThursdayIs there someone you want to fight?
NO.What friends do you tell the most to?
COURTLYN.Whats annoying you right now?
TIREDNESS.What are you thinking about right now?
NOTHING REALLY.What were you doing an hour ago?
NOTHING.Are you tired?
OMG, YOU HAVE NO IDK.Where were you last night?
GOOBERS HOUSE.Where were you at 4pm yesterday?
WORK.Are you married?
NAH MAN.Do you wish at 11:11?
NO.Who did you last hit?
I SLAPPED GOOBERS ASS =] LOL COUNT?What is something you really want right now?
MUH BED.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE? =[What color is your hair?
BROWN.Is it dyed?
WELL YEAH, BUT ITS PRETTY MUCH MY NATURAL COLOR.What's your favorite breed of dog?
GERMAN SHEPARD, GREAT DANE, PRETTY PITS =] , IDK , STUFF.What do you hear?
BLAIR TALKING.Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
I DK.What's the closest blue object to you?
STICKY NOTE.What are you excited for?
DECEMBER.Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
YEAH.Have you told anyone a secret in the past week?
I DON’T THINK SO.What are you drinking?
COFFEE.
AND I HATE COFFEE,
BUT I NEED AN ENERGY BOOST.How's life?
ITS LIFE.Do you live near your best friend?
NO.How old is the first person on your top?
16.Why is your myspace song what it is?
I LIKE IT.Where was your default picture taken?
IDK.What woke you up this morning?
MY MOM TALKING TO ME.What is your current mood?
TIRED, BUT OH SO GOOD =]Are you crazy?
CAN BE. ;]
IN A GOOD WAY =]What was the highlight of your week?
GOOBER.How long is your hair?
A LITTLE PAST MY SHOULDERS.Last person you hugged?
GOOBER.Are you wearing make-up?
NO.If you could have something right now, what would it be?
MONNNEEEYYY AND LOTS OF IT.What were you doing at 11:30 last night?
WATCHING AMERICAN GANGSTER.What are you doing tonight?
SLEEPING.What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
BIRTHDAY,
HALLOWEEN,
TWILIGHT,
THANKSGIVING,
HOUSE WITH MACEH AND CKAYE,
CHRISTMAS. =]
NEW YEARS PARTY AT OUR CRIB =]Do you like to smile?
LOVE TO SMILE.What time do you usually wake up on the weekends?
WHENEVER I WANT.What are you wearing?
BLACK PANTS, BLUE HOODIE.What brand of body lotion do you use?
IDK.What color are your eyes?
GREEN.Do you like your phone?
I LOVE MY PHONE =]Last TV show you watched?
FAMILY GUY.Do you ever keep arguing even when you know you’re wrong?
PRETTY MUCH =]Are you tan?
NOT REALLY.Whats your favorite girl scout cookies?
DON’T HAVE ONE.How do you earn money?
I GOT MY EIGHT TAH FIVE.Last time you took a nap?
EARLIER.Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
UNFORTUNATELY I THINK SO.When was the last time you cried really hard?
IDR.Can you play guitar hero?
YOU KNOW I CAN =]You prefer warm or cold weather?
COLD.Do you have any nicknames?
ASH. ASHES.Last thing you bought?
I DON’T KNOW.How much money do you have on you?
IDK.How many piercings do you have?
SIX. [EARS]Do you know anyone addicted to any type of drugs?
YEAH.Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
I HAVE.Do you like someone?
FAHSHO.
Wednesday, 22 October 2008
-
well shittt,
seems,
like ive done another =]List from most important to least important.
1. Friends, school, family, love, God
God, love, family, friends, school.2. Movies, music, television, photography, writing
photography, writing, movies, music, television.3. Football, baseball, dance, soccer, basketball
watching: baseball, football, basketball, dance, soccer.
playing: baseball, basketball, dance, football, soccer4. Abercrombie, Hot Topic, American Eagle, Wal*Mart
WHO CARES!!5. Indie, alternative, metal, rap, hip hop
hiphop, alt, rap, indie, metal.6. Facebook, Myspace, Xanga, Purevolume, other
myspace, xanga, idk what the other two are.7. Summer, Winter, Autumn, Spring
autumn, summer, winter, spring.8. Lemonade, beer, wine, water, iced tea
water, iced tea, beer, lemonade, wine.9. Heroes, Grey's Anatomy, Family Guy, America's Next Top Model, American Idol
GA, FG, ANTM, H, AI10. Mom, brother, sister, dad, other family member
I CANT DO THIS ONE.11. Teen Vogue, Seventeen, Teen People, Cosmopolitan, Vanity Fair
STUPID.12. Make-up, hair products, skin cream, perfume, deodorant
PERFUME, DEODERANT, SKIN CREAM, HAIR PRODUCTS, MAKE UP.13. Rain, sun, snow, wind, hail
rain, sun, wind, snow, hail.14. Italy, Florida, Canada, America, South America
italy, Canada, south America, America- since im already here, oh!!
And btw, florida is an American state.15. MTV, Fuse, VH1, MTV2, another music channel
vhi, mtv, bet, I don’t have fuse or mtv2.16. Burgers, BBQ wings, hot dogs, fries, chicken
burgers, fries, wings, chicken, hotdogs.17. Comedy, drama, thriller, romantic, scary
thriller, romantic, comedy, scary, drama.18. Green, red, yellow, blue, pink
GREEN!!, yellow, blue, pink, red.19. Lip gloss, lipstick, eyeliner, mascara, foundation
eye liner, mascara, lip gloss, foundation, lipstick.20. (On a guy) Body, eyes, face, hair, other
eyes, other=], hair, face, body.21. Surveys, icons, quotes, layouts, other
photos[other], surveys, quotes, layouts, icons.22. Movies, mall, beach, your house, someone else's house
beach, someone else’s house, my house, mall, movies.23. Pen, pencil, markers, crayons, other
drawing: pencil, pen, other, markers, crayonswriting: pen, mpencil, pencil, markers, crayons.
24. Singing, acting, modeling, dancing, other
dancing, modeling, other, acting, singing.25. Cake, cookies, brownies, ice cream, chips
vanilla icecream, carrot cake, fudge brownies,
macadamien nut cookies
pickle chips.Is anyone in your top a virgin?
I have one person on my top friends,And im not going to put her business out there
Like that.
What friend do you tell the most to?
courtlyn.
How's your heart lately?
good.
What are you listening to right now?
nothing.
Do you wear glasses?
contacts.
What will you be doing in a half hour?
work.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
nerp, I don’t think so atleast,
that goober has nothing to be mad about =]
Do you regret something you did yesterday?
hah! No!!!
I don’t regret,And besides, yesterday was amazing.
Do you like someone?
sorta kinda, a bit.
Story behind your myspace name?
my name.
Are you sarcastic?
totally.
When was the last time you smiled? Why?
a few minutes ago,Because I thought about something, that
I will choose to keep to myself =]
What is wrong with you right now?
I would like to go home,I can barely stay awake.
Have you ever talked to someone who was high?
plenty.
Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can't?
shawp.But If I cant, then im not supposed too.
What are you wearing right now?
black hoodie, [its freezing]
black and white skirt,
undies.
Are you a forgiving person?
usually :\
Are you talking to someone while doing this?
nerp.
Do you like your MySpace?
not really.
How clean is your room?
not too clean.
Last thing you drank?
coke.
Do you think you could last an hour without talking?
sure,
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
I don’t think so.
I made amends with my “enemy” and she’s
a really cool chick.
I think everythings good =]
Do people ever mistake you for being a different race?
no.
im white, and its pretty easy to see.
Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
closed.
Has anybody ever told you that you're too young to be in love?
yeah, and I told them they were too old to remember how
much someone as young as me can feel.=]
Hehe got them.
Did you learn anything from the last BIG mistake you made?
definitely.Oh my god, yes.
Have you ever thrown a surprise party for somebody?Have.
Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
yes.
How long is your hair when it's wet?
right below my shoulders.
How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
less than one.
What song is stuck in your head?
none at the moment.
Are you happy?
yes, =]Life is good.
Are you better at math or english?
definitely math =]Have you cried today at all?
no.
2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
clocking into work.
3. What were you doing 3 hours ago?
this.4. Do you have any gay friends ?
a few.
5. What is your Brother's name?
Anthony.
6. Three words to explain why you last threw up?
alcohol.too much.
7. What color is your hairbrush?
green =]
8. What was the last thing you bought?
coke. [a cola] :)
9. Where do you keep your money?
wallet, purse, pocket.
10. What was the weather like today?
its a beautiful day =]
13. Do you want to cut your hair?
no, I actually want it to get long again.
14. Are you over the age of 25?
no sir, im 20.
15. Do you watch wrestling?
no sir, I stopped watching it forever ago.
16. Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
no sir.
17. Do you know anyone named Daisy?
nope.
18. Do you make up your own words?
on occasion =]
19. Are you ticklish?
no.not at all.
STRANGE RIGHT?
20. Are you typically a jealous person?
not so much.
21. Favorite animal?
penguins.
22. Who's the last person to text you?
chelsee’love.
23. Do you chew on your straws?
when im bored.
or anxious.
24. Do you have curly hair?
nope straight fool.
25. What is the next concert/preformance you're going to?
no clue.
32. What should you be doing right now?
work.
33. Do you have a nickname?
a few.
35. What are you listening to?
nothing.
36. What was the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
hm, I wanna say it was that will smith movie,
um, but I don’t really remember the movie.
and well honestly, now, I cant even remember the damn name
NEXT QUESTION PLEASE =].
38. When was the last time you did the dishes?
shit, its been a while.
39. If you could kill one person who would it be?
jesse coco.
but I wouldn’t kill him,
just injure him badly.
40. Do you like anyone?
idk, its complicated.
yes, but neither of us are
ready to even think about pursuing anything.
41. Do you trust all of your friends?
I fully trust courtlyn. And my brother.
43. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
firmly.
44. Could you make a dollar in change right now?
sure.
45. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
nikki
46. Are you afraid of falling in love?
kinda.
47. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
yeah.
fucker :/
48. Whats your most noticeable scar?
I don’t have one.
49. When was the last time you flew in a plane?
when I was a baby.
50. What did the last text message you sent say?
cool, guess who I hung out with damnit!!i have worked this week.
my grandma doesn't look her age.
i crack my knuckles.
i live in a poor neighborhood.
i enjoy reading.
i have a post secret book.
i use an alarm clock.
i have half-siblings.
my dad yells at me often.
i have used aloe vera on my sunburn.
i spend a lot of time with my grandparents.
i have read a book written by laurie halse anderson.
i own a horror movie on dvd.
i skipped a meal yesterday.
i like moist towelettes.
i love to play the sims 2.
i don't remember the last time i bought a cd.
when my friends go on vacation, they bring me something back.
i like modest mouse.
i have a calico cat.
i have a flat screen monitor. (but i'm not using it at the moment)
i like to play solitaire.
when games make a lot of noise, they annoy me.
i haven't eaten lunch yet.
today is my favorite day of the week.
it seems like someone is always complaining to me about something.
i enjoy watching sports.
i listen to bright eyes.
i think connor oberst is attractive.
i think celebrity crushes are pointless.
if my parents listened to the lyrics of the music i listen to, they wouldn't let me listen to it anymore.
i write my name on everything.
my keyboard always gets stuff in it.
i have really ugly carpet.
i know a russian.
i'm friends with someone who is adopted.
my mom works at a nursing home.
my dad likes to argue.
my gpa is higher than 3.6.
i wear pajamas with cute cartoon characters on them.
i like stickers.
i am amused at just about everything.
i haven't read much lately.
school is taking a toll on me.
i think i'm going insane.
i'm in love with jacob black.
i did my laundry today.
i wore flats today.
i drove today.
i know a girl who has her learner's permit!
learner's ointment!
home star runner makes me laugh.
my brother is a fag.
i have a friend named shelby.
strong bad es mi favorito.
i do way too many surveys.
i like to draw.
but i never end up with good pictures.
i have taken over 200 pictures in the last week.
i like cameras with big lenses.
i have one.
i can't afford one.
i have school tomorrow. -
Do you want a boyfrIend or girlfriend?
NOT RIGHT NOW.
Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
HM, IMA HAVE TO SAY JARETT
Will you get married?
MAYBE ONE DAY.
When was the last time you smiled?
IDK, LAST NIGHT =]
Does anyone like you?
I THINK SO..
Who was the first person you talked to today besides a family member?
KELLY.
Are you a forgiving person?
USUALLY.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
ABOUT THREE AM.
BECAUSE I WAS HANGING OUT WITH GOOBERFACE.
If you could move somewhere else would you?
ID DEFINATELY BE GETTIN MY OWN
PLACE..
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
HOPEFULLY SOON.
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
NOT MUCH.
How is life going for you right now?
ITS PRETTY DURN GOOD =]
Do you know any songs that remind you of summer?
QUITE A FEW.
What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
TAKING TYLER TO SCHOOL.
Do you wish on 11:11?
NERP.
Do you tell your dad everything?
MORE LIKE DO YOU TELL
YOUR DAD ANYTHING? I HAVENT
EVER SPOKEN TO THE MAN.
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
SURE HAVE.
AND I LIKED IT ==]]
Have you ever worked really hard for something then realized it wasn't worth it?
QUITE A FEW TIMES ACTUALLY.
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
I HAVE.
Did you speak to your mother today?
YEAH. ONCE.
Do you have plans for tomorrow?
SAME OLD SHIT.
Are you close with your mom?
YEAH.
When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
LAST NIGHT.
If I looked under your bed what would I find?
FLOOR.
Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning?
IN MY BED.
Have you ever faked sick?.
WHOAH! LOTS.
Have you ever cried during a movie?
yeah :P
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
GOOBER.
Have you ever danced in the rain?
MANY TIMES. ITS MY FAVORITE =]
What is your blood-type?
Type O.
What is your favErite sport to play?
IDK, BASEBALL?
Have you ever made a prank phone call?
I HAVE.
Have you ever said "I love you" without meaning it?
NO..
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
NO REGRETS.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
NO-SUUUR.
What does your screen name mean?
AWBAYBEE.
ITS MY INITIALS WITH BAYBEE AFTER IT.
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?
THAT I AM BEAUTIFUL, AND I HAVE A HEART OF GOLD.
What is your perfect pizza?
LOTS OF CHEESE. LOTS OF SAUCE.
AND PINNEAPPLES =]
What kind of music do you like?
ANYTHING THAT ISNT TECHNO PLEASE.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
HAVE TWO. GETTING MORE.
How many piercings have you have?
SIX, EARS.
Have you ever broken a bone?
ARM.
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?
I DONT THINK THATS RIGHT, THERE ARE WAYS YOU CAN
NOT HURT THEM WITHOUT LYING TO THEM.
When's your birthday?
IN THREE DAYS =]
10.25
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
NO. THEY SHOOT TOO FAST :/
Do you remember your dreams?
USUALLY.
Are you a morning person or a night person?
NIGHT DEFINATELY.
Do you usually prefer books or movies?
BOOKS.
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?
YES TO BOTH.
WITHIN REASONABLE RANGES OFCOURSE.
Have you ever hated someone?
AT ONE POINT.
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
ONLINE. I HATE TALKING ON THE PHONE
YOU CAN SURELY TEXT MEH THOUGH =]
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?
NER. =/ WEIRD
.
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?
YES. I HAD A CRUSH ON ZACHARY FOR
BASICALLY OUR WHOLE LIVES.
What is your favorite book?
THATD HAVE TO BE THE TWILIGHT SAGA. -
HHEYYYYY,,
UPDATE!!
I've heard "Crank That Cavalry Boy".
02. I've dyed my hair so many times that I'm surprised it hasn't fallen out yet.
03. I waited until high school to get my ears pierced.
04. My boyfriend is younger than me.
05. I've never had a boyfriend that was younger then me.
06. I've never had a boyfriend.
07. I have a hot pink ipod.
08. I've gone to Best Buy just to play Guitar Hero.
09. Why do that?
10. I ate playdough when I was little.
11. Scary books are my favorite.
12. My cell phone service is verizon.
13. ...But I wish I had Tmobile. << WISH I DIDNT
14. I really want a sidekick. << I HAVE ONE =]
15. My favorite band hasn't been together for more then 2 years.
16. My favorite band is a local band.
17. The drummer & bassist are always the cutest in a band.
18. No way! The singer & guitarist are way better.
19. Nah. I'm more for the tamborine player.
20. I still like NSYNC.
21. Me & my friends have a song we always sing.
22. I wish I had friends.
23. I'm not emo..I'm scene!
24. Thats so gay.
25. My boyfriend makes fun of the kind of music I listen to.
26. I don't blame him.
27. I need to repaint my room.
28. I wish someone would text me.
29. I have really bad anger problems.
30. Just take a chill pill dude.
31. I've been to band camp.
32. It was the best and worst times of my life.
33. I've seen American Pie: Band Camp.
34. It was nothing like the one I went too.
35. I used to have my ears gauged.
36. I still do.
37. EW thats so gross. I would never do that.
38. Yellowcard is a sellout.
39. No way dude. I love them.
40. I have been to less then 5 concerts, but I've still been to some.
41. Lucky! I'm not allowed to go to them till I'm 16.
42. Screw that. I'm not either but I do anyways.
43. If my parents knew about half the shit I have done, I'd be under house arrest.
44. I've never smoked pot before, but I want to.
45. I'm a dumb ass.
46. I hate it when my boyfriend lies to me. Even about stupid stuff.
47. Stop talking about your fucking boyfriend! I don't have one!
48. Jesus okay.
49. I talk to myself.
50. Jesus is my savior.
51. I'm an atheist.
52. WHEN YOU DIE NOTHING HAPPENS! (:
53. lol... Dane Cook.
54. People at my school think I'm bisexual when I'm not.
55. I kissed a girl during truth & dare.
56. I've flashed my boobs in front of a bunch of guys.
57. I would never ever ever do that!!!
58. Most of the girls at my school are skanks.
59. Most of the guys are jerks.
60. I go to the most redneck school ever. I hate it.
61. I love to argue with people over nothing.
62. I need to repaint my toenails.
63. My boobs hurt. I hope that means they're growing.
64. Sometimes the best thing to say is sorry.
65. I almost got into a major bitch fight yesterday.
66. I'm intimidated by very few people.
67. I have a dirty mouth for a girl.
68. I regret breakingup with one of my exs.
69. 69 is my favorite number.
70. ...and favorite thing to do. ;)
71. My hair smells really good.
72. People make things too complicated.
73. More then one of my friends has an eating disorder.
74. This survey pretty much sucked.
75. Make it better and add a question. (:
76. i am/was vegan for more than a week.
77. Napoleon Dynamite was the worst movie
78. I thought borat was hilarousss!
79. I'm high right now. 8)Mathematics
1. Your age [+] your birth year = 2007
2. Your fathers age [x] letters in your first name 48
3. Letters in your full name [÷] Letters of your best girlfriends first name = 2.125
4. A pets age [-] today’s month = -10
5. All your birthday added together [eg. 25/03/90 = 2 + 5 + 0 + 3 + 9 + 0] = 24
English
1. Are you a grammar Nazi?
NO WAY,.
2. How good are you at spelling?
YEAH.
3. Do you read a lot?
LOVE READING.
4. Do you write stories/poetry a lot?
NOT A LOT, BUT I LIKE IT.
WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT, NOT WHEN
SOMEONE TELLS ME TO.
5. Have you ever talked LyK dIs?
UGH NO. :/
Religious Education
1. Are you religious?
FAITHFUL AND SPIRITUAL
YES,
RELIGIOUS, EH NOT SO MUCH ANYMORE
2. Are you open to other people’s beliefs?
ABSOLUTELY.
3. Does it annoy you when others preach?
DEFINITELY NOT.
4. Do you pray often?
YES.
5. Were you christened, baptised etc?
I WAS BAPTISED.
BY MY CHOICE, ABOUT TWO YEARS AGO
=]
Geography
1. Where in the world do you live?
TEXAS.
NORTH AMERICA.
2. Can you read maps?
YEAH.
3. Do you get lost often?
NAH.
4. Where does your family live?
MOSTLY HERE.
5. Do you wish to travel one day?
DUDE, I WANT TO GO ALL OVER THIS PLANET.
Science
1. Do you have any allergic reactions to anything?
BUG BITES.
2. Have you made use of your reproductive system yet?
NO SIR.
3. Which is your favourite out of Biology, Chemistry & Physics?
BIOLOGY.
4. Are any of your family members scientists?
NERP.
5. Do you believe that the scientific reason is correct for everything?
NO.
Art
1. Do you enjoy visiting art museums?
I DO.
2. Do you have a passion for drawing etc?
ITS NOT A PASSION ANYMORE,
BUT I STILL LOVE IT.
3. Do you consider photography as a form of art?
fuck yeah!
4. Who’s your favourite artist?
N/A
5. Do you have any body art?
I HAVE TWO TATTOOS.
MORE SOON.
Physical Education
1. Are you fit & healthy?
IM HEALTHY,
FIT? EH, MAYBE LESS.
2. Are you very energetic?
usually.
3. Are you on any sports teams?
NERP.
4. Have you ever won any medals through sport playing?
BOWLING, LOL.
5. Do you watch sports a lot?
EH, MAYBE AVERAGE.
History
1. Do you know most of your family history?
I THINK SO.
2. Have you or a family member ever traced your family tree?
GRANDMA.
3. Who is your favourite King or Queen?
DON’T HAVE ONE.
4. Which era would you of liked to live in?
ID LIKE TO BE PART OF THE LOVE GENERATION.
5. Are you interested in other eras / lifestyles?
SURE. =]
Drama
1. Are you a drama queen?
HELL NO.
2. Would you ever consider an acting career?
NAH.
3. Do you watch drama series or movies a lot?
I DON’T LIKE TV.
MOVIES, SURE.
4. Can you change your voice to sound like others?
SORTA.
5. Can you cry/laugh on demand?
YEAH.
Music
1. Music = Life?
NOT LIFE, JUST SOMETHING
I ENJOY.
2. Can you play an instrument?
NERP.
3. Would you ever be in a band?
NO SIR.
4. What music do you hate?
TECHNO.
5. Can you read music?
NOT ANYMORE.
Language
1. What languages can you speak?
ENGLISH,
I KNOW SOME SPANISH, BUT EH,
I NEED TO BRUSH UP ON IT.
2. Do you enjoy learning languages?
YEAH.
3. Have you ever paid for language lessons?
NO.
4. Say a sentence in another language:
NO.
5. What’s the main language of your country?
ENGLISH.
Cookery
1. Do you prefer cooking or baking?
I DON’T LIKE EITHER,
BUT ID RATHER BAKE.
2. Who cooks most in your house?
MADRE.
3. What is your favourite home cooked meal?
SPAGHETTI AND SALAD.
4. Does your family have a ‘family secret ingredient’ that gets passed down via generations?
I THINK A COUPLE.
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
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dude, im STOKED!!
so me and my boyfriend [now ex] broke up about a month ago right,
well cute boy at the office just asked me for my number =]
wow, exciting.
hows everyone today?
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so, im trying to figure out what i want to be for halloween,
which is ten days away =] im so excited.
any ideas?oh and btw, my birthday is in four days =]
much love, ash.
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morning world.
1. What's the worst thing about hugs?
bad thing about hugs? there arent any =]
2. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
unfortunately.
3. What did your weekend consist of? Last weekend?
psh, last weekend was amazing. and its wayyy to much to put right here,
so ill just leave it at amazing.
4. Did you talk to anybody random?
sure.
5. Did any particular thing brighten up your day?
today? =] kelly got me a vanilla coke for breakfast
6. What's the stupidest thing you've ever done?
eh, no comment.
7. Did your last outing involve the police?
=] its funny you ask me that.
my last weekend involved the police.
8. If you could hug anyone right now, who would it be?
my grandpa.
9. Do you make every decision as if your parents are watching you?
no.
what fun is that? =]
10. When was the last time you were grounded?
a very long time ago.
11. Do you love anybody more than words can say?
a few.12. Have you ever gotten the butterflies?
atleast a million times.
thanks anxiety.
13. What were you doing at 12 AM four days ago?
um, when was that? lets see.. friday, 12 am, i was at pn park.
14. Do you sleep with socks or shoes on?
niether.
15. If you could change anything about your past would you?
when i heard the name jesse coco, i would have ran.
16. Do you bail on people often?
no.
17. Does anyone think you're a bitch?
probably, but i dont care, do i?
18. Do you consider yourself attractive?
sure, usually.
19. Do you consider your best friend attractive?
dude, i think i probably have the most beautiful best
friends in the world.
20. When was the last time you went ice skating?
we have no ice here.
21. Have you ever been on a real date?
a real date? well, sure.22. Describe the perfect girlfriend/boyfriend in 1 word:
amazing.
23. Your team loses-are you watching the next game?
sure, why not?
24. A best friend should always:
love me.
25. Who was the last person you hugged?
kelly.
she made my day =]
26. What was the last thing that made you smile?
vanilla coke.
27. Have you ever been fired from a job?
i have not.
28. Someone trips in front of you- what do you do?
laugh, then ask if they're okay.
and maybe laugh again.
29. Have you ever failed a class?
i have.
30. Have you ever attended a school dance?
i have.
31. A person says they like you-you say:
really? thanks. =]
32. What's your favorite thing to do while watching a movie?
cuddle.
33. Do you enjoy cuddling?
very much so.
34. Have you ever woken up next to someone and smiled?
many times. =] i loved waking up to him.
35. Are you really close with your parents?
my mother.
36. Do you go hunting?
nah.
37. Your friend's pregnant-you say?
whos the daddy? lol
38. What's your favorite sport?
its a mix between football and baseball.
40. Who do you look up to the most?
my grandma.
41. An ideal 24 hours would consist of:
no work.
not even one thought of stat.
all of my friends,
seminole oklahoma
and him.
42. Do you like to run?
sometimes.
43. Do you plan on dressing up for Halloween this year?
i do =]
44. What's on your key chain?
keys.
45. What word starts with M?
maci.
46. What is your favorite day of the week and why?
thursday. someweeks. [[payday =] ]]
saturday others. lol.
47. Do you have deja vu often?
all the freaking time.
48. Has your favorite color ever been pink or blue?
it used to be both,
but i opt for green now =]
49. Do you believe in true love or love at first sight?
i believe in true love.
50. How many hoodies do you own?
Monday, 20 October 2008
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is it five oclock yet??1. Is it currently raining out right now?:
no.
2. What are you sitting on?:
a chair.
3. How many computers are in your house right now?:
one.
4. What are the brand of those computers?:
dell.
5. Do you enjoy thunderstorms?:
i love thunderstorms =]
6. What is your favorite subject?:
no school.
7. How many more days till school starts?:
...
8. When was the last time you went to WalMart?:
friday night/saturday morning.
9. What are your least favorite bugs?:
spiders =[
10. Do you need to do laundry?:
i'm good.
11. When was the last time you played Sims 2?:
a while back.
12. How many windows are opened up on your computer?:
five.
13. What are those windows?:
cad; xanga; xanga; cortex; tmhp.
14. How many windows are opened in your house?:
none.
15. Are you watching TV right now? What show?:
no.
16. Does your trash need to be emptied?:
yeah.
17. Who was the last person you texted?:
dcoss.
18. Is your hair wet?:
no. dry.
19. When was the last time you went swimming?:
um, its been a while.
20. If you could choose a new name for yourself, what would it be?:
mines fine.
21. Do you have any stuffed animals on your bed?:
no. i dont.
22. Do you have Windows, Vista, or Mac?:
i dont know.
23. Are you obsessed with bumper stickers on Facebook?:
no facebook.
24. Do you ever watch HGTV?:
no.
25. How about the Style Network?:
no.
26. Anything exciting happening this weekend?:
no, but last weekend was amazing.
27. What was the last thing you baked?:
nothing. dont bake.
28. Do you like the movie Hairspray?:
i've never seen it
29. How big is your parent(s) bedroom?:
big enough.
30. Where is your mom right now?:
work.
31. Are you currently shakeing your leg?:
yeah, always.
32. What color pants are you wearing?:
im wearing a khaki skirt.
33. Do you like Dr. Seuss?:
no.
34. How about Dr. Phil?:
no.
35. When you get older how do you want to design your house?:
however i please.
36. Can you tolerate gay people?:
yes.
37. Are you excited for anything?:
sure.
38. What's the best feeling in the world?:
love.
39. On a scale 1-10 how happy are you?:
8.
40. When was the last time you saw lightning?:
i dont know, with the last storm i guess.
41. Have you ever stalked someone?:
no lol.
42. When was the last time you watched Full House?:
its been a while.
43. How many times have you gone to the bathroom today?:
like three or four.
44. This year, are you going to make your lunch or buy it?:
no school.
45. Who's your best friend?:
courtlyn kaye.
46. Are you currently dating anyone?:
nope.
47. Who was the last person you kissed?:
courtlyn . lol.
48. Are you trustworthy?:
extremely.
49. Have you ever climbed a mountain?:
yeah dude, climbed everest yesterday.
50. How's the summer going?:
it came and went.YESTERDAY, sir.
1. Did you get in a fight with your mom?:no sir.2. Did you watch TV?:very little sir.
3. Did you drive a car?:yes sir.
4. Did you eat pizza for dinner?:no sir, i did not.
5. Did your team have a game?:sir, im not on a team.
6. Did you take a shower?:yes sir, i did.
7. Who did you hang out with?:courtlyn sir,8. Did anyone make you mad?:no sir, good day =]
9. Did you go to sleep at 10pm?:no sir, more like 1 am.
10. Did you play in a piano recital?:no sir, i dont play piano.
TODAY, dude.
1. Did you brush your teeth?:yeah dude, this morning.
2. Did you floss?:nah dude, i forget.
3. Did you go to school?:dude, i dont go to school.
4. Did you have homework?:nah dude,.
5. What did you eat for lunch?:dude, i went to sonic.
6. Did you shower?:not yet dude.
7. Did you shave your legs?:nah dude.
8. Name one person you saw today who isn't in your family:kellydude.
9.One good thing about today:dude, its a beautiful day.10. One horrible thing about today:i get butterflies when i see him dude.
TOMORROW mann,
1. What time will you get up?:about 645am mann.
2. Will you go to school?:mann, no.
3. Will you shower?:yeah mann.
4. Will you shave your legs?:yeah mann.
5. Where will you eat lunch?:idk mann.6. Will you see your mom?:yeah mann.
7. Will you go to Starbucks?:no sir dude mann.
8. Will you go to work?:yeah.9. Is there one certain show you have to watch?:nerp.
10. Will you babysit?:nerp.
NEXT WEEK
1. Will you go to the movies?:i dont know yet.
2. Will you go to school?:no3. Will you play a sport?:who knows.
4. Will you be grounded?:no way jose.
5. Is next week your birthday?:this saturday =]
6. Is next week your mom's birthday?:no
7. Will you go shopping?:i dont know8. Who will you hang out with?:who knows.
9. Will you listen to music?:sure will.10. Are you going out of town?:not sure man.doubtful though.
RIGHT NOW
are you cold?:no.
are you hot?:no.
is your hair up?:no.are your shoes black?:yeah.
are you wearing pajamas?:no.
is your phone right beside you?:lapare you watching tv?:no.
are you mad at someone/something?:im good ==]]are you wearing makeup?:no
are you wearing chapstick?:no.
do you have plans for tonight?:none.
are you tired?:sorta.are you excited?:nope.
RANDOM
whens the last time you ate?:like an hour ago.is your bed comfy?:i think so.is your phone on vibrate?:yes sir.whats the 2nd letter of your first name?:s
whats the last thing you said?:i dont know.
whens the last time you laughed?:a few minutes ago.
do you want ice cream?:alrreadyy did.how old were you 4 years ago?:sixteen.Have you ever kissed in the rain?:i have.
PAST
done anything you regret?:no regrets.ever broke a bone?:arm.
ever lied?:who hasnt?
ever stuck gum under a desk?:yes.
ever spit at someone?:no.
ever kick something living?:yesh.
ever trip over your own feet?:its happened a time or two.
ever had your nails done?:yeah.
ever picked a scab?:ew =[
ever smoked a cigarette?:yeah.
ever drank alcohol?:yeah.ever passed OUT from alcohol?:yeah.
ever had a hangover?:yeah
ever wished you would die?:that too,insults-
change the color of what you have said/called people
Underline what you have been called
By Beccy: DarkestStar_Surveys [do not remove please]
01. airhead
02. ass kisser
03. ass
04. ass hole
05. ass breath
06. Ass fucker
07. Ass wipe
08. Basket case
09. Bastard
010. Bean flicker
011. Bimbo
012. Bitch
013. Biatch
014. Bollocks
015. Bonehead
016. Boob
017. Bugger off
018. Bum boy
019. Butt munch
020. Chicken shit
021. Cock breath
022. Cock
023. Cocksucker
024. Cuntfuck
025. Cunt
026. Crap
027. Cyberwhore
028. Dick
029. Dickface
030. Dickhead
031. Dickwad
032. Dipshit
033. Dipstick
034. Dingus
035. Dirtbag
036. Dog
037. Doofus
038. Dork
039. Douche bag
040. Dumbass
041. dumbfuck
042. dweeb
043. Fag/faggot
044. Fatass
045. Fathead
046. Fatso
047. Flake
048. For fucks sake
049. Fuck
050. Fucker
051. Fucked up
052. Fuckface
053. Fuck off
054. Geek
055. Gimp
056. Git
057. Gobshite
058. Goofball
059. Half wit
060. Hissy fit
061. Hoebag
062. Jackshit
062. Klutz
063. Knob
064. Lamer
065. Minger
066. Mofo
067. Mong
068. Motherfucker
069. Nerd
070. Nimrod
071. Numbskull
072. Nutcase
073. Pansy
074. Peckerhead
075. Pig
076. Pinhead
077. Piss off
078. Prat
079. Prick
080. Punk ass
081. Retard
082. Rug eater
083. Saddo
084. Scab
085. Scumbag
086. Schmuck
087. Screw you
088. Scrubber
089. Sheepshagger
090. Shirtlifter
091. Shit faced
092. Shite
093. Shithead
094. Sicko
095. Slapper
096. Shit stabber
097. Son of a bitch
098. Spaz
099. Sucker
0100. Tard
0101. Tight ass
0102. Thunder thighs
0103. Tool
0104. Tosser
0105. Trailer trash
0106. Turd
0107. Twat
0108. Wacko
0109. Wanker
0110. Weirdo
0111. Wigger
0112. Wimp
0113. Wuss
By Beccy: DarkestStar_Surveys [do not remove please]Have you ever kissed someone 20 years old or older?
woops, guilty.Will you be getting married in the next 2 months?
not a chance.Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
thats a good question.Where was your default picture taken?
i dont know.What is your current mood?
bored.Last person/people you hung out with?
my people, at the park.Do you have a crazy side?
you bet -=]What was the highlight of your weekend?
shit, this weekend was great.
highlight- courtlyn.Who is on your mind?
j.
[[not the mexican either, another j =]]Have you learned any lessons in life?
a few here and there.Are you happy right now?
you betcha.Who do you hate currently?
dont hate.Last shocking news you heard?
none.When is your birthday?
in five days =]How do you feel about your hair right now?
fine.What do you miss least about the past?
pain.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
yeah i know i can.What turns you on about the opposite sex?
oh a few things,Do you like country music?
sometimes.Have you ever had someone sing to you?
yeah =]Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
.
two tattoos. more soon.
six peircings, ears.Do you believe in love?
i do.Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
no.
but only courtlyn knows that, and she'd NEVER tell.Are you dating the person you text most?
no.Is there anyone you hate?
no.Are you single?
true.Do you like the color green?
my favorite =]Three hours ago, were you touching a person of the opposite sex?
no.Last thing you cooked?
not sure.Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
store.Who did you hug last?
maci.Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
courtlyn.Do you have more or less than five real best friends?
actually i have five.Does the number 19 have any significance to you?
its my age, thats it.Be honest, do you like people in general?
people, no.Who is your number 3 on myspace?
none.What do you think about death?
shit happens.Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
not at all.Whats the biggest flaw in someones personality?
dishonesty.Who was the last person that left you a comment?
courtlyn.Recently kissed anyone with the name starting with a S?
no.Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
no.Got any nicknames?
ash.What color is your hair?
brown.Are you named after anyone?
nope.Are you taller than 5'6"?
yeahp.Who was the last person to send you a IM?
mel.What is your background on your phone?
the sidekick background thing.Would you date anyone on your friends list?
its only courtlyn.
so, no.Who is the last friend you saw?
maci.Is fall the best season?
no.Do you like Dr. Pepper?
no. gross.Do you tan or burn when in the sun?
burn then tan.Do you like scary movies?
very much =]Roller coasters?
some.What did you do this past Friday?
had a crrraazzzy night with courtlyn and melanie.What is today?
today ,, is monday. =\Have you ever watched the sun rise?
i have =]What's one song that makes you cry?
bad day.How's the weather today?
nice =]When's the last time you went to the tanning salon?
like two years ago.Is science your best academic subject in school?
no school, but hah! no.Ever drank nail polish remover?
yeah. its yummy.. =o who would do that?Do you wear glasses or contacts?
contacts.AIM, MSN or MySpace IM?
aimHave you ever been searched by the cops?
hah! yeah, well some people i was with were.When's the last time you've been sledding?
never.Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
depends.Do you consider yourself creative?
yes.Do you know how to play poker?
no.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
yes sir.Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
yeah.Have you ever been Ice Skating?
no.Do you ever wear a seat belt?
always.What talent do you wish you had?
i wish i could sing.Do you like Sushi?
sometimes.If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
lil wayne.=]Have you ever been punched in the face?
i have.Last thing received in the mail?
i dont know.Do you have any famous relatives?
no sir.Are you good at math?
i am.Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
everytime.Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
the grandmas.What was the weather like on your birthday?
birthdays in five days=]
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yep, its survey time =]
Have you ever been to a football game?
plenty.How old is the computer your on?
notWhen you looked in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
ugh, i knew i should have woken up earlier, this hairs a mess.Chocolate or Vanilla ice cream?
vanilla.Don't you just hate it when you burn you tongue/mouth with food?
badly.What are your three main watched TV channels?
122.
62. and ...
31 i guess.Have you ever painted your face for a sports game?
no.If you were a dog, what kind of dog would match you best?
shit, idk.Do you like the snow or rain better?
rain man.Did you ever wet the bed when you were younger?
yeah.If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?
back to my bed.What color is your cell phone?
black and red.Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
grammy home.How much cash do you have on you?
like 13 bucks.What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
i wanna be layin in my bed.Last furry thing you touched?
seal. [[cat]]Choose: A million bucks or to be able to fly?
million bucks fool.
just buy an airplane =]Have you ever faked sick?
quite a few times.What is your blood-type?
i dont remember.Have you ever had an online relationship?
i have not.Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? Why?
courtlyn. i suppose =]Have you ever seen a dead body?
funerals, thanks. :\Have you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?
in the past.Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?
courtlyn kaye.In your opinion, whats the best way for someone to die?
painlessly.What type of day are you having?
alright.Have you ever eaten a bug?
no sir. :oHow many things are you really thinking about right now?
my mind never slows.
atleast 129435083.How many windows are open in your computer?
three.The last time you were in the fridge, what were you looking for?
idkDo you like clowns?
no, they terrify me.Have you answered all of these questions honestly so far?
yeah, i have no reason to lie.Have you ever spent the night in the hospital?
have.Has anyone ever under-estimated your intelligence?
mhm.What's the third text in your inbox?
"just askin, sry".Are you listening to anything at the moment?
no.Anything good happening tomorrow?
hm, who knows what the day will bring.=]doubtful.
In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
hoodies. love hoodies.How do you handle stress?
i dont.Would you rather spend a whole day with your mom or your dad?
mom.If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
no, too much "unfinished business"Can you take a bra off with one hand?
i can =].Have you ever been too drunk to remember anything?
no.Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it?
im certain of it.If women ruled the world would there be more peace?
hell no.Do you twitch when your falling asleep?
lol no.Do you have big dreams for your life?
FUCKING HUGE!!Ever wished on a shooting star? Did it come true?
yeah,
no.Can you text with out looking at your phone?
sorta.Do you eat junk food or chocolate when your sad or depressed?
no.Do you have an innie or an outtie bellybutton?
Innie.Who is the last person you think about before you fall asleep?
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leave me alone.Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
no.How often do you clean out your ears?
just about daily. thanks.Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper?
both.Have you ever been dared to do something you totally regretted?
no regrets from this girl.When was the last time you used a port-o-potty?
a long time ago.
i just cant do it these days.
ugh =[ yuck. :\Have you ever licked a DVD to clean it?
no.Are your dishes in the dishwasher clean or dirty?
no clue.Can you crack your neck?
no.Have you ever met someone famous?
no.When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
id have to say, friday night.
fucking mexican |[Have you ever blocked someone on MySpace before?
have.Has someone ever made you a Build-A-Bear?
no =\ i want one.
i want the fucking penguin though.What is something you need to go shopping for?
nothing.Have you been to the movies in the last 7 days?
Nerp.What is in your pocket right now?
truck keys.What's your favorite soup?
veggie betch.What was the last play you saw?
no clue.Do you feel you have a purpose or calling in life?
sure.Do you have a good relationship with your family?
its great =]Have you ever found anything gross in one of your McDonald's meals?
no. thankfully. id prolly barf.Name someone from your past that you wish was still here?
grandpa. unk. dawson. jordan.What's your favorite zoo animal?
not sure.Did you have imaginary friend(s) as a child?
no.Do you like Hot Pockets?
i do =] specially the ham and cheese ones.Do you like soda in a can, bottle, or as a fountain drink?
bottle or fd.Myspace or facebook?
Myspace.Do you ever click on pop-up ads?
no.Are you at home or with friends more often?
at home.Is your room painted or wallpapered?
painted.Do you have a significant other?
no, thanks. that ended about a month ago.
asshole.Have you ever told a girl/boyfriend you loved them but didn't mean it?
no.Do you play with your gummi bears?
yeah =]Did your mom or dad ever put soap in your mouth?
once.
and i still have a potty mouth. guess that didnt work.Do you lick your lollipops or suck them?
suck.Have you ever ran with scissors?
yes.Do you still watch cartoons?
family guy.Do you usually write in print or in cursive?
both.When did you pray last?
this morning.What was the last button you pushed?
hm, ,Do you prefer hot tea or iced tea?
iced.When is the last time you were on a bicycle?
erm, no clue.Have you ever donated to charity?
shawp.Are you donating your organs?
no.
they're probably no good.What is the last thing you ate?
sonic.Would you date someone 15 years older than you?
no.Do you own a credit card?
no.1. Who was the last person to say "I love you, too" to you?:
maci.
2. Do you own any studded belts?:
nope.3. Which of your friends was the last to piss you off?:
none.4. Name one of your friends who has a boyfriend.:
maci.5. What's the last thing you stole from a friend or sibling?:
nothing.6. What do you think of when you hear the word "babe"?:
idk , nothing comes to mind.7. Does Hayley Williams of Paramore really have such interesting hair and clothes?
i dont know.8. Do you go to therapy? If not, do you think you need to? Why?:
no, no, becuase i dont.9. Do you still own any milky pens? Do you still think they're awesome?:
no, no.10. Who are your best friends in the grade higher than you (ex. if you're a sophomore, who's your favorite junior friends)?:
no school dude,.11. What clubs are you in at school?:
no school.12. Isn't it annoying when people act like they're over something then suddenly you bring it up and they're upset again?:
no.
shit happens.13. Are you two-faced? A liar?:
no, no.14. If a member of a band leaves to start a solo project, does that mean the band will break up?:
who cares? really?!?!?!?15. What's your favorite band's most recent CD?:
dont have a favorite.16. Who's the hottest male celebrity out of these-- Pete Wentz, JT Woodruff, Billie Joe Armstrong, or the lead singer of The Almost?:
none. ew, none.17. What do you have to say to the last guy who dumped you?:
not much.18. When's the last time you asked someone out?:
shit, forever ago.19. What do you think of bands like Taking Back Sunday, The Starting Line, Madina Lake, The Almost, etc.?:
i dont think of them.20. Do you like jelly beans?:
no.21. Who's the last attractive guy you saw?:
well, braden, before i left the park.22. If you got pregnant right now, what would you do?:
cry, call braden, tell him, and go on with my life.23. If it was between you and your other sibling being drafted, who would you want to go and why?:
id go, so he wouldnt have to.
and he'd fight with me bout it.24. When and why did you last go to the cemetery?:
jordans birthday.25. Do you choose who you love?:
hell no.26. What magazine do you regularly read?:
none.27. What color is your jewelry box?:
i dont have one.28. Do you believe in angels?:
yeah mann.29. Do you know anyone who has had a miscarriage?:
i do.30. What's one characteristic that sticks out with the person you like?:
he's friendly.31. What do you think about girls with mohawks and liberty spikes?:
ha. i think it's cool that they have enough balls to do that.32. How often do you wear flats?:
all the time.33. Do you own any combat boots?:
no.34. What's one movie that's in theaters right now that you want to see?:
none.
waitin on twilight.35. Do you dress more feminine or masculine?:
feminine.36. What's the last music video you saw on MTV?:
not sure.37. Which of your pets was the last to die?:
oreo.38. What's the most traumatic thing to happen to you?:
lets not do this.39. What's your favorite smell?:
his cologne.40. Do you ever pray?:
yes.41. Who's the last person you wanted to slap?:
ha =] no comment.42. If your boyfriend/girlfriend hit you, what would you do?:
hit him back. and call my brother =]lol.43. What's something you have your eyes on right now (ex. a shirt, a pair of jeans, etc... something materialistic)?:
car.44. Do you agree with the song "Lifestyles of the Rich & Famous" by Good Charlotte?:
jfajfdkljfdlajfladlfa.
who cares.45. If you switched lives with someone right now, would they be able to handle it?:
sure.46. Who was the last person you felt like you could relate to?:
courtlyn.47. Who's like your second mom?:
courtlyn.48. Have you ever made an AMV?:
no.49. Do you like guys in tuxedos?:
yeah =]50. Do you own any band HOODIES?:
no.What's the weirdest thing you own?
nothing really.Do you know who Joe Biden is?
sure do. and i know that if he become the vice president, im moving to italy.
[not becuase of him, because of his running mate]Do you watch the debates?
sometimes.Do you watch TV at all?
very little.What color is your favorite belt?
dont have one.Do you know what an aperture is?
no.What color is the cover of your favorite book?
black and red.If you could tell any politican anything, who and what would you say?
ron paul-
dude, they know they cant do like you=]How many pregnant people do you know?
one or two.Have you ever heard of the drink Izze?
no.Do you have a phone charm?
yyeesss=]What's your favorite thing to doodle?
idk,What would you do for a Klondike Bar?
not much.Have you ever been in a fire?
no.Do you have any framed pictures in your room?
a few.Do you ever use a comb?
no. brush.How often do you get your hair professionally cut?
i cut my hair, cause i got skills.Have you ever developed your own film?
no.Do you take pictures of people or do you actually like real photography?
both.Have you ever listen to a band from New Zealand?
its possible.Do you like lighting matches?
yeah.
i play with fire.Do you like the smell of new car?
yeah.Do you like Harry Potter?
sorta.Did you ever read the Harry Potter books?
some of them.Have you ever read Twilight?
yes sir =]If you have, did you like it? If not, are you going to see the movie?
hell yeah. hell yeah. hell yeah.Have you ever been to a broadway show?
no.What's your favorite smell?
burberry brit.Do you watch dvds on your computer?
no, have before though.Do you steal traffic cones?
done that too.
but its not an everyday occurance.When was the last time you used dial up?
shit, idk.Did you ever know the sounds of it dialing up by heart?
no.How early do you put up your winter holiday decorations?
i dont know. like at the beggining of december?Have you ever seen The Rocky Horror Picture Show?
chyeah =]Have you ever been to a live show of Rocky Horror?
no dude, but that would be sweet.Have you ever seen your own bone?
yes, in an xray.What's the weirdest Halloween costume you ever seen?
i dont know.What cartoons did you watch when you were little?
idk , rugrats, tom and jerry, shit like that.Have you ever seen the movie Yellow Submarine?
have not.What word or phrase should no one ever talk about around you?
there arent really any.Do you hate it when surveys ask you if you liked their surveys?
idc.Do you own colored pants?
pjs.Do you listen to songs on repeat for more than an hour?
i have.Have you ever made a sand sculpture?
=] yeah. our mermaid was the shit.Do you have any LIVING plants in your room?
no.Have you ever seen a baby panda bear?
no.Do you have a local zoo?
no i thnk the closest is galveston or houston.Pencil or pen?
penFavorite colored fruit?
green.Do you know someone who is in a band?
yeah.Did you ever like Hello Kitty when you were little?
noWhat's the oldest thing you own?
idk, pictures probably.Do you like the sayings they put on Taco Bell hot sauce packets?
yeah. sure.Doesn't it bug you when peoples pockets are upturned?
no.Do you ever just sit and stare into space on your OWN time?
sure do.When was the last time you completed a jigsaw puzzle?
long time ago.Have you ever caught a wild frog?
many.Have you ever used a sewing machine?
yes.Have you ever tye dyed anything?
in like sixth grade.Are there any boxes in your garage?
no.What's your favorite brand of cereal?
golden grahams.
and fruity pebbles.Do you ever talk back to your computer when it's acting up?
yeah lol.When was the last time you drew with sidewalk chalk?
a few months ago.What's the farthest distance you've ever driven?
10 hours.Ever made a scrapbook?
yeah.Can you read music?
no.Do you like slurpees?
duhh.Do you ever take surveys when you're not bored?
yeah.[1] Who was the last person you gave your number to?:
christian.[2] Did that above person ever call/text you?:
yeah.[3] Have you ever given someone the number for the Rejection Hotline?:
no, lol thats mean, id just not give them my number if it was like taht.[4] Who is the most badly dressed person you know
idk,[5] Did you participate in the Day of Silence on 4/25?:
no.[6] If you're not from America, do you get annoyed when you take surveys that refer to American things and assume that you're an American?:
i am american.[7] Ever bought makeup from a dollar store? Did you like it?:
idk.[8] If you saw a penny on the ground while walking home, what do you do with it?:
leave it there.[9] If your last ex called you, what would you say to them?:
whats up?[10] What word do you usually say to great people on the internet?:
hey,[11] When someone asks you what's up, do you reply "Nothing, you?" like everyone else or do you say something different?:
nah, i usually tell them whats up. lol.[12] Did the trees around you start getting their leaves again?:
im not sure, lol thats sad.[13] Have you ever bought food at a dollar store? Was it good?:
idk.[14] Name three things you'd never buy used (and don't say a condom, because that's obvious):
undies, bedsheets,and um, toothbrushes.[15] Do you have allergies?:
not usually.[16] Why is breast cancer more advertised than any other type of cancer?:
idk, its more widespread i guess.[17] Which is the best cut for jeans out of these three; bootleg, skinny, or flare?:
skinny. i think.[18] Isn't it annoying when people act like they've been wearing skinny jeans and liked the Beatles since the beginning of time, though they've just recently started wearing those things?:
why does EVERYTHING have to be annoying? you could just not care, like me. =][19] Ever slept with a member of the opposite sex (not sex, just sleeping)?:
plenty of times.[20] Would your parents let you have a sleepover with someone of the opposite sex?:
she really cant stop me now can she?
im a big girl now.[21] What jewelry are you currently wearing?:
bracelet.[22] Did you participate in Earth hour?:
no, lack of knowledge.[24] Ever met anyone who was SO much like you, it was almost frightening?:
her name is courtlyn kaye.[25] Do you agree with the statement, "Immitation is flattery." why or why not?:
sure, because people dont like change and differences, they fear it,
becuase people are simple minded unfortunately.[26] Who's your mom's best friend?:
good question.[27] What age do you think is appropriate for people to start wearing makeup?:
i dont think they should start at all.[28] Do you think Hannah Montana is a good influence for kids? Why or why not?:
who fuckin cares?? pick a person you know personally to look up to, not a celebrity.[29] Pretend your boyfriend (if you don't have one, imagine) wanted to get his penis pierced. Would you mind?:
i dont think so. i mean it is HIS penis after all, not mine.[30] Do you think any of your friends are hot?:
ive got some sheeexxxayyy friends =] lol.[31] Last person you wrote a note to?:
it was the inside of bradens birthday card.[32] Do you think sending letters through the mail are more personal than e-mails? Why?:
idk, it just is.[33] If you could have any career in the world and didn't have to worry about all the schooling or whatever that was involved, what career would you have?:
photography.[34] If you can change one and only one thing on your body, what would it be?:
weight.[35] Isn't it annoying when people who are super-skinny complain that they're fat for attention (I'm not talking about truly anorexic people, just the ones who deliberately want attention, not ones who have an actual condition)?:
hm, you know. i think so, usually i dont care about "whats annoying" but this truely is
FUCKIING ANNOYING.[36] What was the first AIM screenname/MSN address/ICQ number you ever had?:
shit, idr fool.[37] What age did you first get internet at?:
young.[38] Do you support gay marriage?:
i dont support or oppose it, pro choice i guess.[39] Do you find it weird that the Earth hasn't been hit by a comet in who knows how many years?:
yes.40] Did you know people can actually buy land on the moon? Would you do it?:
say what?? like acres? really?? shit, thats freaking cool.
hell yeah id do it,
well wait, for how much?
i gots five bucks -=] lol.41] Last person you let borrow a pen/pencil that never gave it back?:
dont remember.42] When's the last time you had a tv dinner?:
its been a while.43] If there was a drive-in movie theater by you, would you go?:
yeash =]44] When you want to see a movie, what movie theater do you usually go to?:
usually, dickerson theater, central mall.45] Name three malls that are the closest to you.:
central, parkdale, those are the two around here.46] If you found out your favorite mall store used slaves to produce its clothing, would you still shop there?:
i dont know. probably. lol.47] Do you think we should boycott the Olympics because of China and Tibet?:
no opinion48] What venue do you usually go to when seeing a show?:
WHEREVER ITS AT.49] Ever been to a concert?:
a few.50] Are you going to Warped Tour this year?:
didnt this year.
but oyu bet your ass ill be there tomorrow.Do you like to be reassured that you're cared about?
who doesnt?What were you doing at 7am?
sleeping.When did you last cry?
i dont know.Do you clean when you’re upset?
no.Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
maybe.Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
yeah.someone's hurt your feelings?
sure.What's on your mind right now?
home, wanna go home.How have you felt today?
alright.Does anyone hate you?
i dont think so, i hope not.
Anything you'd like to say to anyone?
nope.Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
not everyone.Are you stubborn?:
can be.Miss someone?
always.Have you ever watched the Britney Spears movie?
ive watched that crossroads bullshit.Who/what made you happy/smile today?
who, no one really.
what? just another day is good =]How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
like ten minutes.Do you wear contacts or glasses?
contacts.If your last ex said they dislike you, what would you say?
fuck you too.Latest you stayed up in the past week?
eight am.Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
my bubba..What is your current annoyance?
boredum.Are you afraid of roller coasters?
sorta.Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
cold.How's your heart lately?
recovering.Do you miss the way things used to be?
at times.Who was the last person to call you?
some fucking sales lady, i let her get out just enough
to make her mad when i hung up =]Last person you cried in front of?
courtlyn.Do you care what others think about you?
depends on who the others are.Have you held hands with anyone in the past three days?
no. -
1.
you wonder why i dont talk to you anymore,
&& believe me when i say,
its not because i dont want to,
its just that everything i want to say,
i cant tell you anymore
2.
he was the one thing i followed through with
in my life,
the one thing i didnt give up on,
i was good at loving him.
3.
im learning to let go, to forgive,
to forget grudges, to trust,
to hope and to believe in the impossible,
to take a chance, attempt a risk,
speak my mind, never take life for granted.
tomorrow may never come.
ill make the most of what i have and fight
for my dreams.
im learning how to life,
to love,
and to be loved.
4.
he taught me how to trust myself,
he taught me that i should love every flaw
he taught me that no matter what,
i should just make the decision and jump,
and not regret it.
5.
i love you .
&& as i stand here looking at you,
i wonder if there will ever be a day when
i get over your smile,
when i will let go of your touch,
the touch that i continue to feel.
a day when i forget all of the words youve said to me.
forget what you mean to me.
or forget how much i love you.
but no matter what ever happens
i know i could never get over you, or those eyes.
or the feeling i have right here, right now.
i love you.
always have, always will.6.
do you ever think life might be easier,
if you werent in love with me?
[[hah^^ i just thought that was funny.]]
7.
the smartest && dumbest thing,
i ever did was,
take a chance with you.8.
i lvoe you in a
"i wish a car would hit you"
kind of way.
9.
when im good, im really good.
but when im bad, im even better.10.
chances are,
ill see you somewhere in my dreams tonight,
and youll be smiling like the first day we met.11.
the early bird partied with me last night,
&& now were both tired as hell,
so dont call my number again,
&& i promise you'll get the first
"good morning sunshine!"12.
&& we were better than we'd ever been before
you came back to me after walking out my door
you would call me on the phone before you even got home.
you said without me you were all alone.
13.
i love you,
dont you see?
cant you understand?
you are the love of my life.
i cant leave you.
but you keep leaving me
you walk away when you want.
you come back when you want
you standby everyone,
but you leave me.
so im asking you,
if you dont see a future for us, if you're not in this,
please just end it.
because i cant, im in it.
14.
the way we used to fit into each others arms,
at night, is a feeling i'll remember,
for the rest of my life.
[[so cute =]}}15.
these are the people you can just sit around with,
and still have a great time.
and when you start cracking up in public,
they know what you're laughing at,
even though everyone else around,
just thinks youre high.
Sunday, 19 October 2008
-
whoah!!!
this weekend was amazing.
so, going to the grandmas house now,
if the computer cooperates,
i shall be back with quotes, surveys, possibly pichas. =]
much love, muuuuch love.
text meh.
Wednesday, 15 October 2008
-
G'Morning World!
i want to put a layout on my profile, and now
that ive figured out how to do it, i cant find
one i like. what a coincicdence.
be back with the surveys later. =]<3 ash.
Monday, 13 October 2008
-
okay, not pissy anymore =]
lets do someSURVEYS!! =]
1.
The last time you were in the fridge,
what were you looking for?
SOMETHING TO DRINK.Where was the last door you shut?
CLOSET DOOR.If science found that beer causes cancer,
would you still drink it?
NO.Favorite south park character?
IDK MANN.How often do you have to shave?
TECHNICALLY EVER,
BUUUT TO BE COMFORTABLE
EVERY TWO OR THREE DAYS.Ever sleep at work?
CANT.Ever go ghost hunting?
YEAH ACTUALLY.
LOVE IT.If you came home and found a hot super
model sitting on your bed eating, what would you do?
DEPENDS, IS THIS A GUY OR GIRL?
IF IT WAS A GIRL, ID PROBABLY BE LIKE
UM, GET OFF MY BED. IF IT WERE A GUY,
ID PROBABLY SAY WHO ARE YOU?? AND
ASK HIM WHERE HE CAME FROM AND SHIT.What are your views on abortion?
PRO CHOICE.How about animal rights?
ANIMAL CRUELTY,
IS BAD.Death penalty?
SHIT HAPPENS.If you got fired from your job today...
I WOULD HUG THEM
AND THANK THEM.
AND PACK MY SHIT FOR OKLAHOMA.Would you rather have a tiny head and a
huge body, or a gigantic body and a small
head?
THOSE ARE BOTH THE SAME THING. :\ DUMB.Whats the longest you have gone without
seeing your reflection?
GOOD QUESTION.Have you ever fed an animal a jalapeno for
revenge of something they did?
NO. BUT ONLY BECUASE OF
LACK OF JALEPENOS. CAUSE I
PROBABLY WOULD. LOL.When a hermit crab looses it shell,
is it naked or homeless?
BOTH.What did you dream about last night?
I CANT REMEMBER.What are hot dogs made of?
SOME MEAT SLOPPED TOGETHER.Do you own a pair of Uggs?
NO.Color of your toenails?
TOENAILS COLOR.Would you rather have hairy feet or
a hairy belly button?
FEET, THEN THEY WOULDNT GET COLD =]
LOL JK, ID SHAVE THEM ANYWAYS.Are drummers, guitarists, or bassists more
attractive to you?
I'LL GO WITH GUITARIST.What words will you put on your tombstone-
if of course, the choice was entirely yours...
FUCK, SHE'S GONE, MIGHT AS
WELL PARTY.LOL JK JK IF YALL
PUT THAT SHIT ON MY TOMBSTONE
COURTLYN, MACI, AND CHELSEE.
ILL FUCKING HAUNT YOU =]What was the nature of the last lie you told?
I DONT REMEMBER.Views on global warming?
FDJKLDA;CDJ;ALSK
THERE YA EFFIN GO.How do you think we could fix
our economy?
I DONT THINK WE CAN.You can choose to eat your weight in marshmallows
or eat your weight in dark chocolate, which do you choose?
ID STARVE TO DEATH.
BOTH ARE DISGUSTING.What WOULDN'T you do for a klondike bar?
LOTS OF THINGS.What was the last thing that you said to someone
that made them go "OUCH!?"
NO CLUE DUDE.Have you ever lied to a doctor to get a
doctors note to miss work or class?
PROBABLY. =]Last time you got lucky?
LUCKS NOT ON MY SIDE.Last time you binged on ice cream?
LONG LONG TIME AGO.2.
What are you doing this weekend?
SHIT, NO CLUE MAN.What were you doing at 7:45AM this morning?
DRIVING TO WORK.What will you be doing tomorrow?
THE SAME THING I DID TODAY.What is your favorite candybar?
I DONT HAVE ONE.
NOT TOO CRAZY ABOUT CANDY :\What is the best ice cream flavor?
VANILLA MAN =]Have you bought any drugs this month?
NOPE.When was the last time you ran?
YESTERDAY.Who is the last person to send you a comment on myspace?
WELL I COULD TELL YOU IF MY FUCKING MYSPACE
WOULD LOAD. :\ HMPH.OKAY. LAST COMMENT: MELANIE.
Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21?
SHIT, TYLER AND ANTHONY.Do you have a tan?
NAH. BARELY.Who did you last hang out with?
LAST NIGHT, MACI.What did you guys do?
NOTHING.Do you drink your soda with a straw?
AT RESTURAUNTS.Day been rough?
DAY SUCKED.
BAD MOOD TO START
HE TEXTED ME TO HELP
MOM WAS A BITCH TO END IT.
FUCK IT, IM MOVIN TO OKIE.Do you use chapstick?
NO.Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
ISSUES.
THAT I DONT FEEL LIKE DISCUSSING.Are you jealous of anyone right now?
NO.Do you love anyone?
I LOVE ALOT OF PEOPLE.What is the last movie you watched?
I DONT REMEMBER.Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
NO, I DONT HATE.
How many best friends do you have?
FIVE.
LUCKY RIGHT? =]Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
ANTHONY WAYNE.
I DID HAVE BRADEN,BUT WE DONT TALK ANYMORE.What were you doing at 10:30 last night?
NOTHING.Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
MORE TATTOOS.
AND IM GETTING MY NOSE REDONE.At what age do you want to be married?
I DONT KNOW. WHEN IM READY.Where is your mom right now?
LIVING ROOM.Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
YEAH. AND I HATE IT.Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
COOL.Are you happy with life?
YES.Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
PLENTY.Do you have a desk in your room?
I DO.What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
IDK. STUFF.Last restaurant you went to?
SHIT, IDK, NAVROSKYS?How's your heart lately?
FINE.Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
HAVE.Are you happier single or in a relationship?
I DONT KNOW THE ANSWER TO THIS.Explain why you last threw up?
I GOT TOO DRUNK.Are you a heavy sleeper?
NOT AT ALL.Are you mad at anyone right now?
NO.
3.1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name?
I DONT HAVE A BF.2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
BLACK.3. What are you listening to right now?
NOTHING.4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?
5943.5. What was the last thing you ate?
SOME GOLDEN GRAHAMS.6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
GREEN. =] THE BEST!!7. How is the weather right now?
FINE, IM GOING TO THE TRAMPOLINE
SOOOON. NEED A SQUARE.8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
MY BROTHER.9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/preferred sex
PERSONALITY., SENSE OF HUMOR. AND HOW
THEY DRESS.10. Favorite type of Food?
ITALIAN.11. Do you drink?
SELDOMLY.12. Do you smoke?
NOT POT.13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did?
NOT COMPLETELY.14. Hair color?
BROWN.15. What is your eye color?
GREEN.16. Do you wear contacts?
YEAH.17. Favorite Holiday?
CHRISTMAS.18. Favorite Month?
JUNE.19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
NAH, THERES ALWAYS A REASON.22. Are u too shy to ask someone out?
IDK.23.If you can say something to someone right now what would it be?
I JUST WISH IT WAS THE SAME.
I MISS THE SAME.24. Hugs or Kisses?
BOTH.25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
VANILLA.26. Who is least likely to respond?
TO WHAT?27. Who is most likely to respond?
TO WHAT?28. Who do you want to respond?
TO WHAT?29. What books are you reading?
IM READING THE LAST SUMMER.30. Piercings?
EARS.31. Favorite Movie?
RIGHT NOW,
CRAZY BEAUTIFUL/ BUT THAT WILL
PROBABLY CHANGE AS OF NOV21.32. Favorite football team?
NONE.33.What were you doing before this?
PLAYING MONOPOLY.34. Any pets?
NO.35.Screen name?
AWBAYBEE34. Butter popcorn, plain, or salted?
NONE. DONT LIKE POPCORN.37. Dogs or cats?
EITHER.
ONLY DOGS IF THEY'RE SMALL.38. Favorite flower?
CALI LILLIES.39. Have you ever been caught doing something you
weren't supposed to?
ONLY A COUPLE OF TIMES
IM ACTUALLY VERY SNEAKY.40. Are you taken or single?
SINGLE.41. Have you ever loved someone?
YEAH.42. Who would you like to see right now?
COURTLYN. OR BRADEN.43. Are you still friends with your exes?
MOSTLY.44. Have you ever fired a gun?
NOT A REAL ONE.45. Do you like to travel by plane?
NEVER HAVE.46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
IMALEFTY.48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
THREE OR FOUR.50. Do you have a Tattoo?
TWO.4.
1.. What did you do last night?
NOTHING.2. Who was the last person you called?
MACI.3. What does the 5th text on your phone say?
HEY YOU STILL UP? : IZZY.4. When was the last time you thought about sex?
DO YOU REALLY CARE?5. When was the last time you got hurt?
EMOTIONALLY OR PHYSICALLY?
EMOTIONALLY: IN A SPAN OF THE LAST THREE WEEKS.
PHYSICALLY: TWO OR THREE NIGHTS AGO I BANGED
MY KNEE ON THE COMPUTER DESK. BRUISE =\6. When was the last time you cried?
ITS BEEN A FEW DAYS, SURPRISE SURPRISE!7. When was the last time you lost something?
THREE WEEKS AGO.8. What are you listening to right now?
NOTHING.9. Why did your last relationship end?
NOT REALLY SURE. ASK HIM.10. What bothers you the most about the opposite sex?
I DONT KNOW.11. Where was the best date you've ever been on?
I DONT KNOW. I REALLY LIKED IT WHEN
BRADEN TOOK ME HIM MY BROTHER, MACI, CHELSEE
CALVIN AND DANIEL TO THE BEACH TO GO CAMPING
THAT NIGHT WAS REALLY FUN =]12. What was the first thing a guy/girl bought for you?
ROSES.13. Do you date more than one person at once?
NO.14. What was the last movie you watched?
I DONT REMEMBER.15. What was the last TV show?
ONE TREE HILL.16. What do you want for your b-day?
HAPPINESS.17. What are you doing tonight?
NOTHING. FIXING TO GO TO THE
TRAMP WHEN I GET DONE WITH THIS
THE TAMBORINES ARE GOING CRAZY
[[AND I KNOW YOU DONT UNDERSTAND,
UNLESS MAYBE YOU'RE COURTLYN, MACI OR CHELSEE]]18. When will be the next vacation?
SEMINOLE.19. How do you feel right now?
ON THE VIRGE OF PUNCHING A WALL.20. Who do you think will take this next?
I DONT KNOW. -
rantin' and ravin'
alright,
having a really bad day.
so, i know he wont read this,
because i dont know if he even gets on xanga.
but i still need to get some things off my chest.
so this is for: him.this is it,
this is the last of what im going to say to you,
about you and i.
this isnt fair, and i know life isnt fair either,
but just hear me out.
im not saying you should have stayed with me,
but if you love someone, and you're unhappy,
shouldnt you try ATLEAST try,
to work the problems out??
wha tis unfair is how it happened.
what is unfair is that you gladly accepted
my heart ONCE AGAIN and then
killed it ONCE AGAIN!! what is unfair
is that you told me you loved me everyday
and then you left, ONCE AGAIN!!
How? How do you do that? i just wish
i could comprehend how you just leave love?!?maybe im the fool. maybe back in like
april or may whe n we first started talking
AGAIN and you gave me that lame ass line
"i just realized what i was missing out on."
i should have told you to take a fucking hike.
becuase either you were saying that becuase
you were lonely and to get what you want.
or you meant it, but then you realized later
that you hadnt been missing much at all. because
no one NOT YOU, NOT ME, deserves to
feel like this. like they're not good enough for
the one who claimed they loved them most.
iT makes you numb in the heart. as much as
id like to make you think i hope you're hurting,
i dont, i wish i could but i guess that proves
that MY LOVE for you IS REAL. because
i would never numb your heart.do you know that i actually felt my heart
hurt this time? i always thought that was just like
a figure of speech i guess, but it actually hurt,
in my chest. ive never experienced that before.
i mean i thought i loved you know who before you,
but i really didnt, you taught me what love was.
and i learned so much more this time around becuase
i didnt even feel this way the other THREE times
you and i gave it a go. and i hate myself for it. i hate
it that i let myself be so vulnerable, that im so weak
to you.but hey, i give you credit, you really had me fooled.
all that talk about love, and us getting a house together,
starting our lives.
all just bullshit wasnt it? it had to be, because remember
you claim i did nothing wrong, and so if thats the case,
if you're just fighting your demons,, why would you
leave what was good behind, that which was
on YOUR team?
SO ive come to two conclusions.. either it was
bullshit, or you got scared.
if thats it, i wish you would have just told me
that you werent ready. you know that
i would have waited.
im just sick of all the lies and confusion.
actually, well im done with it.
im fucking tired. just sick and tired.i really hope that you are "fighting your demons",
and i hope that you win, and i hope that when you're
done you know who you are and what you want.
God knows i hope its me.
and while youre "fighting you demons" i hope
i dont get the pleasure of seeing you out with
another girl again, becuase that really tore me
up. and i hope that IF that does happen
she's not some skank ass bitch like aimee,
you can do better.
[[and i might just beat her ass, because i dont know
how well i can handle seeing you with another girl,
its not something id be prepared for this time,
it would hurt so much more this time]]i really hope you come back to me,
i know i shouldnt take you back if you do.
but you know i would. becuase for almost
two years now ive been fighting against my heart,
and feelings for you, and well baby,
im losing terribly. and if i could spend
the rest of my life losing to your love,
id still do it, even if it killed me.im always here.. always.
<3 ash.
ps.
i love you, like your birthday card says,
"until my heart stops" -
twilight saga quotes =]
Do you ever think that your life might be easier
if you weren't in love with me?
++Edward Cullen"Of all the things about me that should scare you
, it’s my driving."
++Edward CullenWhen I told you that I didn't want you,
it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.
++Edward CullenIf I could dream at all, it would be about you.
And I'm not ashamed of it.
++Edward CullenHow can I put this so that you'll believe me?
You're not asleep, you're not dead. I'm here
& I love you. I have always loved you,
& I will always love you. I was thinking of you,
seeing your face in my mind,
every second that I was away. When I told you
that I didn't want you, it was the very
blackest kind of blasphemy.
++Edward CullenWhen life offers you a dream so far
beyond any of your expectations,
it's not reasonable to grieve when
it comes to an end.
++Bella Swan; Preface of TwilightHe was interesting.. and brilliant..
and mysterious.. and perfect..
and beautiful.. and possibly able
to lift full-sized vans with one hand.
++Bella Swan; TwilightIt was ridiculous, and egotistical to
think that I could affect anyone that
strongly. It was impossible. And yet
I couldn't stop worrying it was true.
++TwilightEven more, I had never meant to love him.
One thing I truly knew - knew it in the
pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones,
knew it from the crown of my head to the
soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty
chest - was how love gave someone
the power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repair.
++Twilight"Before you bella my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars-
points of light and reason. ....
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brillancy,
there was beauty. When you were gone,
when the meteor had fallen over the horizon,
everything went black. Nothing had changed ,
but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no reason for anything."
++Twilight;Stephanie MeyersThe truth was,
I wanted to hear his voice again.
When his voice came from some other part of me
than my conscious memory,
when his voice was perfect and honey smooth
rather than the pale echo my memories usually produced,
I was able to remember without pain.
++TwilightPart of me wanted to confront him and demand
to know what is problem was. While I was laying
sleepless in my bed, I even imagined what I would
say. But I knew myself too well to even think I
would really have the guts to do it. I made
the Cowardly Lion look like the Terminator.
++TwilightI like the night.
Without the dark,
we'd never see the stars.
++TwilightEdward: Marry me first.
Bella: Okay. What's the punch line?
Edward: You're wounding my ego, Bella.
I just proposed to you, and you think it's a joke.
Bella: Edward, please be serious.
Edward: I am one hundred percent serious.
++Twilight SeriesLove, life, meaning...over. I walked and walker.
Time made no sense as I pushed slowly through
the thick undergrowth. It was hours passing,
but also only seconds. Maybe it felt like time
had frozen because the forest looked the
same no matter how far I went. I started
to worry that I was traveling in a cirle, a
very small circle at that, but I kept going.
I stumbled often, and, as it grew darker
and darker, I fell often, too.
++New MoonTime passes. Even when it seems impossible.
Even when each tick of the second hand
aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise.
It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and
dragging lulls, but pass
it does. Even for me.
++Bella swan; New MoonThe right thing isn't always real obvious.
Sometimes the right thing for one person
is the wrong thing for someone else.
so.. good luck figuring that out.
++Charlie Swan; EclipseWould you like to hear my story, Bella?
It doesn't have a happy ending-- but
which of ours does?
++Rosalie Hale; Eclipse
You love me, too. not in the same way,
I know.
But he's not your whole life either.
Not anymore.
++Jacob Black; Eclipse"Don’t be afraid."
I murmured.
We belong together."
I was abruptly overwhelmed by the
truth of my own words.
This moment was so perfect, so right,
there was no way to doubt it,
his arms wrapped around me,
holding me against him……..
it felt like every nerve ending in
my body was a live wire.
"Forever." He agreed.
++Breaking DawnDo you want me to sing to you?
I'll sing all night if it will keep the
bad dreams away.
++Edward---Breaking Dawn
"I tried to be diplomatic, but mostly
I just lied a lot." Bella Swan
"I stared because their faces, so different,
so similar, were all devastatingly,
inhumanly beautiful." Bella Swan
"So did you stab Edward Cullen with a pencil or what?
I've never seen him act like that before" Mike Newton
"When I came here as a child, he would always
remove the bullets as soon as he walked in the door.
I guess he considered me old enough now
not to shoot myself by accident,
and not depressed enough to shoot myself on purpose."
Bella Swan
"Once people start throwing wet stuff,
I go inside." Bella Swan
"His fingers were ice-cold, like he'd been holding them
in a snowdrift before class. But that wasn't why
I jerked my hand away so quickly. When he touched
me, it stung my hand as if an electric current had
passed though us." Bella Swan
"Bella, it's not my fault if you are exceptionally
unobservant."-Edward Cullen
"It would be more...prudent for you not to
be my friend. But I'm tired of trying to stay
away from you, Bella." Edward Cullen
"Don't be offended, but you seem to be one
of those people who just attract accidents
like a magnet. So...try not to fall into the
ocean or get run over or anything, all right?"
Edward Cullen
"Could the Cullens be vampires?
Well, they were something.
Something outside the possibility of
rational justification that was taking
place in front of my incredulous eyes.
Whether it be Jacob's cold ones or my
own superhero theory, Edward Cullen
was not...human, He was something
more." Bella Swan
"I didn't know if there ever was a choice,
really, I was already in too deep. Now that
I knew -if I knew- I could do nothing about
my frightening secret. Because when I though
of him, of his voice, his hypnotic eyes, the
magnetic force of his personality, I wanted
nothing more than to be with him right now."
Bella Swan
"I think... and if you ever repeat what I'm
saying right now I will cheerfully beat you
to death, but I think that would hurt Jessica's
feelings." Bella Swan
"Do you think that if I ran him over with
my truck he would stop feeling guilty about
the accident?" Bella Swan
"Do I dazzle you"
"Frequently"
Edward and Bella
"You're not a magnet for accidents
-that's not a broad enough classification.
You are a magnet for trouble. If there is
anything dangerous within a ten-mile
radius, it will invariably find you." Edward Cullen
"I probably should have been used to that by
now -but I wasn't. I had a feeling Edward wasn't
the kind of person anyone got used to." Bella Swan
"I don't speak Car and Driver" Bella Swan
"So what you’re saying is, I’m your brand of heroin?
Yes, you are exactly my brand of heroin."
Bella and Edward
"Bella, I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt
you. You don’t know how it’s tortured me.
The thought of you, still, white, cold… to
never see you blush scarlet again, to never
see that flash of intuition in your eyes when
you see through my pretenses… it would be
unendurable. You are the most important thing
to me now. The most important thing to me ever."
Edward Cullen
"You already know how I feel, of course.
I’m here… which, roughly translated, means
I would rather die than stay away from you." Bella Swan
"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb." - Edward
"What a stupid lamb." - Bella
"What a sick, masochistic lion." - Edward
"He hesitated — not in the normal way, the
human way. Not the way a man might
hesitate before he kissed a woman, to
gauge her reaction, to see how he would
be received. Perhaps he would hesitate to
prolong the moment, that ideal moment of
anticipation, sometimes better than the kiss
itself. Edward hesitated to test himself, to see
if this was safe, to make sure he was still in
control of his need. And then his cold, marble
lips pressed very softly against mine." Bella Swan.
"Bella, I’ve already expended a great deal of
personal effort at this point to keep you alive.
I’m not about to let you behind the wheel of a
vehicle when you can’t even walk straight. Besides,
friends don’t let friends drive drunk." Edward Cullen.
"Mind over matter." Edward Cullen.
Edward: "Did I do something wrong?"
Bella: "No-the opposite. You're driving me crazy"
Edward: "Really?"
Bella: "Would you like a round of applause?"
"In the last hundred years or so, I never imagined
anything like this. I didn’t believe I would ever find
someone I wanted to be with… in another way than
my brothers and sisters. And then to find, even though
it’s all new to me, that I’m good at it… at being with you…"
Edward Cullen
"Bring on the shackles — I’m your prisoner."
Edward Cullen
"Just because I’m resisting the wine doesn’t mean
I can’t appreciate the bouquet."
Edward Cullen
"Yeah, it’s an off day when I don’t get somebody
telling me how edible I smell."
Bella Swan
"I keep thinking it will get less frustrating, not hearing
your thoughts. But it just gets worse and worse."
Edward Cullen
"I may not be a human, but I am a man."
Edward Cullen
"He laughed, and then began to hum that same,
unfamiliar lullaby; the voice of an archangel, soft
in my ear."
Bella Swan
"Your hair looks like a haystack… but I like it."
Edward Cullen
"I love you," I whispered.
"You are my life now," he answered simply.
"Well, it’s no irritable grizzly…"
Bella Swan
"I doubted there were any etiquette books detailing
how to dress when your vampire sweetheart takes
you home to meet his vampire family."
Bella Swan
Bella: "He swam to France?"
Edward: "People swim the Channel all the time Bella."
"I could walk home faster than this truck moves."
Edward Cullen
"It seems I’m going to have to tamper with your
memory."
Edward Cullen
"Damn it, Bella! You'll be the death of me, I
swear you will."
Edward Cullen
"I love you. It’s a poor excuse for what I’m
doing, but it’s still true."
Edward Cullen
"It’s been almost a century that Edward’s been alone.
Now he’s found you. You can’t see the changes
that we see, we who have been with him for so long.
Do you think any of us want to look into his
eyes for the next hundred years if he loses you?"
Alice Cullen
"As predators, we have a glut of weapons in our
physical arsenal — much, much more than really
necessary. The strength, the speed, the acute
senses, not to mention those of us like Edward,
Jasper, and I, who have extra senses as well.
And then, like a carnivorous flower, we are
physically attractive to our prey."
Alice Cullen
"It’s like you’ve taken half my self away with you."
Edward Cullen
"And what if you get hurt, Alice? Do you think
that’s okay with me? Do you think it’s only my
human family he can hurt me with?"
Bella Swan
"There was no escape, no reprieve. I could see
only one possible end looming darkly in my future.
The only question was how many other people
would be hurt before I reached it."
Bella Swan
"I folded the letter carefully, and sealed it in the
envelope. Eventually he would find it. I only hoped
he would understand, and listen to me just this once.
And then I carefully sealed away my heart."
Bella Swan
"You fell down two flights of stairs and through
a window. You have to admit, it could happen."
Edward Cullen
"It was impossible… to stop. Impossible. But I did.
I must love you."
Edward Cullen
"Oh, a sadistic vampire, intent on torturing her
to death, sure, no problem, she runs off to meet
him. An IV, on the other hand…"
Edward Cullen
"I was not finished kissing you. Don’t make me
come over there."
Bella Swan
"Try to be more careful when you walk, honey,
I don’t want to lose you."
Renée Dwyer
"I can’t always be Lois Lane. I want to be
Superman, too."
Bella Swan
"Bella, we’re not having this discussion anymore.
I refuse to damn you to an eternity of night and
that’s the end of it."
Edward Cullen
Edward: "I told you I’m not going anywhere.
Don’t be afraid. As long as it makes you happy,
I’ll be here."
Bella: "You’re talking about forever, you know."
"I’m not coming over anymore if Alice is going
to treat me like Guinea Pig Barbie when I do."
Bella Swan
"Hello, Tyler, this is Edward Cullen. I’m sorry
if there’s been some kind of miscommunication,
but Bella is unavailable tonight. To be perfectly
honest, she’ll be unavailable every night, as far
as anyone besides myself is concerned. No offense.
And I’m sorry about your evening."
Edward Cullen
Bella: "Do you want me to bolt the doors so you can
massacre the unsuspecting townsfolk?
Edward: "And where do you fit into that scheme?"
Bella: "Oh, I'm with the vampires of course."
"Mostly I dream about being with you forever."
Bella Swan
Bella: "I love you more than everything else in the
world combined. Isn’t that enough?"
Edward: "Yes, it is enough. Enough for forever."
